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This archive brings together the records and communications that support The Jack Stallings Project. Evidence is organized by type so readers can open the legal record or search the text-message transcripts by word, date, or chapter.
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Legal Records Charges and allegations involving Jack, organized chronologically by incident and case. Open Legal RecordsClose Legal Records
These public records document charges and allegations against the man called Jack throughout this project. His legal name and other identifying information have been redacted. The records are arranged chronologically and grouped by the incident and case they concern.
Charges and allegations are not findings of guilt. The summaries below describe only what appears in the published records.
2024
Same-Day Incidents The speeding stop was recorded at 2:58 p.m.; the DWI-related incident was recorded at 5:49 p.m.Speeding Charges
The record alleges that Jack was driving 74 mph in a 50-mph zone.
Speeding Case
Alleged offense: Speeding.
Document
Case Events
- A citation was issued for speeding.
- Jack was later called and failed to appear.
- The failure-to-appear entry was subsequently marked in error and stricken.
- The speeding charge was resolved as improper equipment—speedometer. The record lists the case as disposed.
Driving While Impaired (DWI) and Related Charges
The records allege a second same-day incident in a separate county approximately 30 miles away, involving impaired driving, assault and child abuse charges, and additional traffic, officer-related, and alcohol-related offenses.
Driving While Impaired (DWI)
Alleged offense: Driving while impaired. The record states that a breath test was administered with a result of 0.18 and records a civil revocation of Jack’s driver’s license.
Documents
Case Events
- A magistrate order and release order were issued, and a civil license revocation was recorded.
- The case was continued several times.
- Jack was later called and failed to appear. An order for arrest was issued and subsequently returned served.
- A new release order and bond activity followed. The published case summary lists the charge as pending and does not show a final disposition.
Assault & Child Abuse
Alleged offenses: Assault on a government official or employee and misdemeanor child abuse.
Document
Case Events
- A magistrate order and release order were issued, followed by a bond posting.
- The case was continued several times.
- Jack was later called and failed to appear. An order for arrest was issued and subsequently returned served.
- Additional release and bond activity followed. The published case summary lists the charges as pending and does not show final dispositions.
Additional Charges
Alleged offenses: Reckless driving; resisting, delaying, or obstructing a public officer; failure to obey a traffic officer; failure to maintain lane control; possession of an open container of alcohol in the passenger area; and failure to wear a seat belt.
Documents
Case Events
- The DWI-related citation was issued with the six alleged offenses listed above.
- The case was continued several times.
- Jack was later called and failed to appear. An order for arrest was issued and subsequently returned served.
- A release order followed. The published case summary lists the charges as pending and does not show final dispositions.
2026
Separate Traffic Matter A later citation issued in a different county.Failure to Stop at a Stop Sign
The record alleges that Jack failed to stop at a stop sign.
Stop-Sign Case
Alleged offense: Failure to stop at a stop sign or flashing red light.
Document
Case Events
- A citation was issued.
- A disposition hearing was scheduled. The published record lists the case as pending and does not show a final disposition.
Why this record is included: The earlier DWI case summary records a civil revocation of Jack’s driver’s license. This later citation does not, by itself, establish his license status when it was issued.
Category II
Text Threads & Transcripts
Searchable chronological transcripts organized by chapter, with links to the original screenshot threads.
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Chapter 1 | Rapid Intimacy in Real Time | October 27, 2024
October 28, 2024 — 12:48 AM
🟡 Jack: [Mirror selfie]
🟣 Violet: [Photo of Violet wearing a jellyfish costume]
🟡 Jack: This makes me smile so big!!
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s photo]
🟡 Jack: You know game 4 is another great opportunity to wear it
🟣 Violet: Have I mentioned that I try to avoid attracting attention in public?
🟡 Jack: Yes. You have.
🟡 Jack: It is really sexy.
🟡 Jack: Sleep well.
🟣 Violet: Thanks I’ll try.
🟣 Violet: I’d wear it for you
🟡 Jack: Oh, you would?!
🟡 Jack: I’d love for you to dress up for me.
🟣 Violet: Ok but I promise it’s not that sexy
🟡 Jack: You can just wear panties if you want a spicy jellyfish
🟡 Jack: Panties underneath*
🟡 Jack: Or your [redacted] nightgown
🟣 Violet: It is pretty cute
🟣 Violet: I’ll consider the options
🟣 Violet: Time to try and sleep
🟣 Violet: Good night 😊
Chapter 2 | Attachment Hooks and Early Attraction | October 29, 2024
October 29, 2024 — 6:16 PM
🟡 Jack: Happy Tuesday! Are you still up for a drink and conversation tonight? I get off around 715.
🟡 Jack: I didn’t realize my message didn’t send this am
🟡 Jack: [Screenshot of an undelivered message]
🟣 Violet: Sure just got done at the gym heading home
🟣 Violet: Just need a quick shower
🟡 Jack: Are you good with [venue redacted] again?
🟣 Violet: Humble requests:
🟣 Violet: 1. Food
🟣 Violet: 2. Big TVs
🟣 Violet: 3. Open late
🟡 Jack: 1. X
🟡 Jack: 2. X
🟡 Jack: 3. X
🟡 Jack: Striking out.
🟡 Jack: How about [redacted]?
🟡 Jack: I’m open to wherever — running home right quick when I leave here
🟣 Violet: [venue redacted] is good
🟣 Violet: 8?
🟡 Jack: Perfect!!
🟣 Violet: See you soon
🟡 Jack: Parking
🟣 Violet: Almost there
🟡 Jack: I’ll find a seat
🟣 Violet: Parking
🟣 Violet: Where are you
🟣 Violet: Had to pee
October 29, 2024 — 9:26 PM
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Calling [redacted] right quick
October 30, 2024 — 12:25 AM
🟡 Jack: Hope you rest some… tonight
🟡 Jack: [Photo: Two eggs cooking in a skillet.]
🟣 Violet: Thanks for putting up with all my crazy stories. I had a great time.
🟡 Jack: I thoroughly enjoy (Most of) your stories.
🟡 Jack: And your penis socks.
🟣 Violet: Who wouldn’t love the penis socks?
🟣 Violet: I don’t show them to just anyone.
🟡 Jack: I’ll use that as my writing prompt for tomorrow.
🟡 Jack: Who wouldn’t love penis socks
🟣 Violet: Maybe lesbians
🟡 Jack: But they would right
🟡 Jack: I need one more small hug
🟣 Violet: [Bitmoji sticker: Hugs N Kisses]
🟣 Violet: I only do big hugs
🟣 Violet: I’ve got all the hugs you need
🟡 Jack: All of the hugs I need?
🟡 Jack: Are you sure?
🟡 Jack: I heard you whimpering…
🟣 Violet: Are you questioning my hugging capabilities?
🟡 Jack: Do you like cuddles, too?
🟣 Violet: I think you already know the answer to that…
🟣 Violet: [Photo of a cat]
🟡 Jack: You’re missing out. [redacted] is giving me all of the cuddles.
🟣 Violet: Definitely jealous
🟣 Violet: [Redacted photo]
🟣 Violet: I cuddle with [redacted] every night
🟡 Jack: I wouldn’t want to move
🟣 Violet: If you were me or [redacted] lol
🟡 Jack: If I were [redacted]
🟡 Jack: You’d be late in the morning
🟡 Jack: I wouldn’t be ready to let go
🟣 Violet: I wouldn’t want you to
🟡 Jack: I’m going to watch the rest of the World Series because of you.
🟡 Jack: Get some rest. You have an early start. Thanks for your time tonight.
🟣 Violet: Thanks but I don’t expect to sleep much. If I’m lucky I’ll dream about kissing you again. Good night 😘
🟡 Jack: If you decide to please yourself to help you sleep…
🟡 Jack: Will you leave the socks on for me?
🟣 Violet: Oh you think you got me worked up huh?
🟣 Violet: The socks go great with my [team redacted] nightgown.
🟡 Jack: Maybe I’m projecting again?
🟣 Violet: Wait you’re wearing penis socks too?
🟡 Jack: You didn’t know?
🟡 Jack: They’re my favorite socks.
🟣 Violet: I knew we had a lot in common.
🟡 Jack: 🫠
🟣 Violet: Well I hope you leave them on when you pleasure yourself too.
🟡 Jack: It’s the little details.
🟣 Violet: Exactly
🟡 Jack: Don’t ask me for dick pics
🟡 Jack: That was a joke.
🟡 Jack: It was funny.
🟣 Violet: I laughed
🟣 Violet: Out loud
🟣 Violet: It’s funny cause I know you’d love it
🟡 Jack: You think you have me figured out already, huh
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😂 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: All guys love showing it off remember I see them for a living
🟡 Jack: You’re right.
🟣 Violet: So you will send dick pics?
🟡 Jack: I’d rather meet at the office next week
🟣 Violet: You’re going to bring me dick pics to my office?
🟡 Jack: I thought you could put me in the stirrups and check for yourself
🟣 Violet: Hahaha now that would be fun
🟡 Jack: You watch too many horror movies for me to trust you with that
🟣 Violet: Fair enough. I am happy to wait until you are ready to open up to me.
🟡 Jack: Omg
🟡 Jack: I may have just melted through my bed
🟡 Jack: Can we find a time to talk or chat tomorrow? 🥵
🟣 Violet: Sure
🟣 Violet: Done work at 5 then I’m going to try to go the [event redacted] at 6:30 should be home before 9.
🟣 Violet: Good night 😊
Chapter 3 | The Intimacy Loop Unfolding | October 30–November 4, 2024
October 30, 2024 — 10:54 AM
🟣 Violet: It’s very hard to concentrate today
🟣 Violet: Extra hard
October 30, 2024 — 3:15 PM
🟡 Jack: Not sure why my messages aren’t going through but I’m kinda glad lol
🟣 Violet: Why is that
🟣 Violet: Now you have to tell me
🟣 Violet: Did you try to send all the dick pics
🟡 Jack: Good morning! I hope you blushed a little while talking to your therapist this am! Have a great day.
🟡 Jack: That’s interesting. I woke up the same way.
🟣 Violet: Nice
🟣 Violet: Oh I told her everything…
🟡 Jack: I said, “That’s interesting. I woke up the same way.”
🟡 Jack: My phone is broken from all of the dick pics that I tried to send
🟣 Violet: And cause it’s an Android 🙄
🟡 Jack: You need your ass spanked!
🟡 Jack: I was able to vote and grocery shop — feeling energized for some reason lol
🟣 Violet: Always
🟣 Violet: I’m exhausted barely slept
🟣 Violet: Need a nap before game 5
🟣 Violet: Glad fulfilling your adult responsibilities gets you energized
🟡 Jack: I’m going to watch game 5 tonight while we paint pumpkins 🎃
🟡 Jack: Ruminating about spanking your ass energized me to accomplish adult responsibilities
🟡 Jack: Enjoy your nap in your [redacted] nightgown
🟣 Violet: Are your kids going to wonder why you’re into baseball all of a sudden?
🟣 Violet: Skipping [event redacted] for a naked nap
🟡 Jack: Yes, they’re going to ask if I’m juicing.
🟣 Violet: And that’s called fantasizing
🟣 Violet: lol
🟡 Jack: Naked naps should be mandatory on hump day
🟡 Jack: You must enjoy a darker shade of pink on your ass
🟣 Violet: How did you guess
🟡 Jack: Apple users are masochists
🟡 Jack: You’re making me sweat in carpool
🟣 Violet: You think you’re funny don’t ya
🟡 Jack: I think…
🟡 Jack: You
🟡 Jack: Are
🟡 Jack: Funny
🟣 Violet: You don’t get out much do ya lol?
🟡 Jack: You wore dick socks after asking your coworkers what you should wear.
🟣 Violet: Oh I chose the dick socks all by myself
🟡 Jack: They certainly didn’t suggest them lol
🟡 Jack: I get out as much as you in my dirk digger frames
🟣 Violet: You’re out there attracting all the guys with em
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😂 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I was about to tell that guy to back off
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: My coworkers were all encouraging me to show more skin but I knew the socks were the key
🟣 Violet: Have you ever taken your kids to this?
🟣 Violet: [News link]
🟡 Jack: What an incredible idea! 🙂 I haven’t taken them before but I’ll make a note for next year.
October 30, 2024 — 10:09 PM
🟣 Violet: I was beginning to think I could go to bed early and then the [team redacted] tied it up! This game is going to go so late 😭
🟡 Jack: I’m not convinced you don’t actually enjoy extra innings.
🟣 Violet: If I didn’t have to get up so damn early I’d be all in
🟡 Jack: It’s nice to watch you regulate
🟣 Violet: I’m committing to watching til the end
🟡 Jack: Your enthusiasm is unquestionable
🟣 Violet: Cozied up in the gazebo with my Wonder Woman Snuggie 😀
🟡 Jack: Sounds strong and safe.
🟡 Jack: I’m beat
🟣 Violet: You had a busy day
🟣 Violet: After a late night
🟣 Violet: You should get some sleep
🟡 Jack: [redacted] is ready
🟡 Jack: [reacted 👍 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: [Photo of a cat lying on him]
🟣 Violet: I’m trying not to fall asleep on the couch in the gazebo it’s way too comfy
🟡 Jack: You need a cup of coffee
🟣 Violet: I napped in the gazebo after work the only reason I’m still awake
🟡 Jack: Naked?
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😂 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I have FOMO
🟣 Violet: Wouldn’t you like to know?
🟣 Violet: Do you want to see something really funny
🟣 Violet: It’s embarrassing
🟡 Jack: Yes and yes
🟣 Violet: [Redacted name] texted me from the OR today to ask me how last night went.
🟣 Violet: [Screenshot of a conversation with a third party]
Third party: Are you guys hanging out this weekend?
🟣 Violet: I’m in [redacted] this weekend 🙁
🟣 Violet: Don’t know when I will get to see him again…:(
Third party: How is he gonna get 🍆💦?
Third party: Hahahahaahahhaa
Third party: [Blueberry emoji/image]
Third party: Closest thing to blue balls I could find
🟡 Jack: I can tell that [redacted] and I will get along just fine.
🟣 Violet: She is an expert on men’s sexual health
🟡 Jack: tell her I’m available to discuss more over coffee
🟣 Violet: Guess I should listen to her
🟡 Jack: Would you enjoy that
🟣 Violet: ?
🟡 Jack: Listen to her about ‘cleaning my cock?’
🟣 Violet: You tell me
🟡 Jack: May I call
🟣 Violet: Give me 5 mins?
🟡 Jack: Deal.
🟣 Violet: Ok maybe 8-10 can you wait that long
🟡 Jack: Yes, ma’am.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: May I?
October 31, 2024 — 6:12 PM
🟡 Jack: What about them [team redacted]?!
🟡 Jack: I hope you have a lovely and spooky halloween!
🟣 Violet: Thanks you too. Let the baseball withdrawal begin.
October 31, 2024 — 7:38 PM
🟣 Violet: [Photo: Costume photo, heavily redacted]
November 1, 2024 — 3:00 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s photo]
November 1, 2024 — 5:09 PM
🟡 Jack: How has your day been, you sexy jellyfish, you?!
🟣 Violet: You haven’t shown me your costume
🟣 Violet: Having a blast at the airport
🟡 Jack: This was [redacted] and I last night
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s photo]
🟡 Jack: [Photo: Two people in costume; one person and identifying details redacted]
November 1, 2024 — 10:25 PM
🟡 Jack: Hope you get settled in [location redacted] — thinking about you before I please myself.
🟣 Violet: That must be your other woman
🟣 Violet: I’m in [redacted] lol
🟣 Violet: Just got to the hotel
🟡 Jack: I thought you said [location redacted]
🟡 Jack: You’re probably cold. Do you want cuddles?
🟡 Jack: [Sticker]
🟣 Violet: Definitely it’s freezing here
🟣 Violet: And I didn’t bring a coat
🟡 Jack: Naked cuddles are best. Can you behave?
🟣 Violet: As long as there are covers
🟡 Jack: There are covers. Do you want underneath?
🟣 Violet: Only if I can be the little spoon
🟣 Violet: I might hog the covers though
🟡 Jack: My arm around you, pulling you into me.
🟡 Jack: So we can share the covers
🟣 Violet: You’re killing me
🟣 Violet: Miss being in your arms
🟡 Jack: You have all the right words
🟣 Violet: It’s all I can think about
🟡 Jack: Have you been able to write any?
🟡 Jack: Or can I encourage you to write 5 minutes per day for November? (Your eyes only – you don’t have to share)
🟣 Violet: I’d consider it
🟣 Violet: Are you trying to encourage me to write about naughty stuff 😉
🟣 Violet: Cause I definitely haven’t done that in a long time
🟡 Jack: I’d love for you to just write without thinking for 5
🟡 Jack: Call it 5 minutes of shit
🟣 Violet: Yeah that’s my favorite kind
🟡 Jack: Write about whatever strikes you
🟣 Violet: I have to go stream of consciousness otherwise I’ll over think it
🟡 Jack: I don’t feel like I have a compartment for you in my brain — you don’t fit easily on the shelf
🟡 Jack: When does spring training start
🟣 Violet: Don’t put me in a compartment or on a shelf please
🟣 Violet: Pitchers and catchers report in February
🟡 Jack: Your love for baseball is unmatched
🟣 Violet: You haven’t met [redacted] yet lol
🟡 Jack: I hope to have the chance soon
🟡 Jack: Didn’t mean to put *soon
🟡 Jack: And make it fucking awkward
🟡 Jack: Just edit out soon
🟡 Jack: See what you do to me
🟣 Violet: No what’s that?
🟡 Jack: It was that subtle but deep and earthy kind of raw whimper when we kissed
🟡 Jack: It made me weak and it replays in my head
🟣 Violet: That was me melting
🟣 Violet: I’ve been pretty numb for a long time
🟣 Violet: But I didn’t realize it until we kissed
🟡 Jack: Why did you think penis socks were a good idea against your coworkers’ advice?
🟣 Violet: I didn’t consult anyone about the penis socks it was a spur of the moment decision
🟣 Violet: It’s the first time I wore them
🟣 Violet: Haven’t worn them for anyone else lol
🟡 Jack: It was a ‘game-time’ decision — you’re good under pressure
🟣 Violet: Haha not really but ok
🟡 Jack: No?
🟣 Violet: You know how awkward I am
🟣 Violet: Ok maybe in some situations
🟣 Violet: Like trying to save lives
🟣 Violet: Saying not so much
🟡 Jack: I bet you orgasm hard
🟣 Violet: Not easily but yes
🟡 Jack: Just a hunch
🟡 Jack: Fair
🟡 Jack: What do you want with a guy like me
🟡 Jack: There’s a lot …ya know
🟣 Violet: Guess I’m intrigued
🟣 Violet: I get the sense you’re a little like me in that you have lots of layers
🟣 Violet: I’m fascinated
🟡 Jack: Yeah. I’m not trying to hide anything, but there’s lots of layers
🟣 Violet: I know
🟡 Jack: I don’t always self soothe in the best ways
🟡 Jack: Blah
🟣 Violet: I understand that
🟣 Violet: I’m learning to be more gentle with myself
🟡 Jack: There’s a way that you touch others that’s very gentle and kind
🟡 Jack: [Myself included]
🟣 Violet: That’s sweet of you to say
🟣 Violet: I don’t always feel that way
🟡 Jack: Are you in your old bedroom in your parents’ house
🟣 Violet: No we are at a hotel
🟡 Jack: Hotels make me horny-er than normal
🟣 Violet: That’s saying a lot lol
🟡 Jack: I know. I think you should know.
🟣 Violet: So where are we going? I’ve got lots of [hotel chain redacted] points burning a hole in my pocket.
🟡 Jack: Is it bad that I want to eat your pussy
🟣 Violet: Why on earth would that be bad?
🟡 Jack: For like a weekend?
🟡 Jack: I better rest. 😘
🟣 Violet: Sleep tight
November 2, 2024 — 11:18 PM
🟣 Violet: I need you to know that there is nothing wrong with you, if you find the world congealed and unwieldy. You were never meant to serve money, to give loyalty to unprincipled power, to spend your joy frantically soothing yourself in order to tend wounds of being constantly dehumanized. I need you to know that your sense of injury and anger is not overdeveloped. You are meant for love and beauty. You belong where you are known and where your future is not just a resource, but a promise, which you begin to fulfill by being unmistakably, irrevocably yourself.
—you are not wrong.
Rev. Julián Jamaica Soto
November 3, 2024 — 7:22 AM
🟡 Jack: Fuck, that’s good.
🟣 Violet: Came up in my feed yesterday thought you might appreciate it
🟡 Jack: I’m glad you thought of me. I thought I was going to see your name underneath it–
🟣 Violet: Not quite ready to share like that
🟣 Violet: But of course I thought of you
November 3, 2024 — 9:39 AM
🟡 Jack: [TikTok link preview: pinata costume]
🟡 Jack: You can do this next year
🟣 Violet: Love it
November 3, 2024 — 6:27 PM
🟣 Violet: Hope you had a great weekend
🟡 Jack: I have. The extra hour of sleep was enjoyable this am.
🟡 Jack: When do you get back home?
🟣 Violet: Tomorrow night
🟣 Violet: My sister has set her alarm for 7am all weekend so I’m exhausted
🟣 Violet: Glad you got some extra sleep
November 4, 2024 — 6:29 AM
🟡 Jack: Safe travels. Maybe we can hang out tomorrow night if you’re able to catch up on sleep. Have a good day.
November 4, 2024 — 7:50 AM
🟣 Violet: I’d like that. My flight gets in around 8:30 tonight. Got to bed early last night and slept really well in my comfy hotel bed. Hope you have a good day too.
Chapter 4 | The First Cracks in the Story | November 5, 2024
November 5, 2024 — 6:20 PM
🟡 Jack: A friend of mine is having an ‘election party’ tonight. Would you like to go with me once I get off of work? Around 730-8?
🟣 Violet: Sure
🟣 Violet: Would you mind picking me up?
🟡 Jack: I’m happy to do that — his house is in [redacted]. I’ll give you a call in just a few when I get off.
🟣 Violet: Sounds good I’m kinda on the way
🟣 Violet: [Redacted address message visible]
November 5, 2024 — 8:02 PM
🟡 Jack: Heading your way 815ish
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: My house it at the very end of the cul de sac you’ll see my red [team redacted] flag by the mailbox
November 6, 2024 — 12:48 AM
🟣 Violet: Thanks for tonight and thanks for oversharing get home safe 😘
🟣 Violet: And don’t turn on the results
🟡 Jack: I’m home. Thanks for your time.
🟡 Jack: Ughhhh…I didn’t read your text
🟣 Violet: Think about my wet panties instead
🟡 Jack: It would be easier if I could taste them.
🟣 Violet: I’m sure you have a great imagination
🟡 Jack: shit’s about to get complicated
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I hope so
Chapter 5 | Primal Energy | November 6–7, 2024
November 6, 2024 — 7:25 AM
🟡 Jack: [Link preview]
🟣 Violet: Days like today are the reason I listen to [redacted] every day. Give it a try.
🟡 Jack: Thanks! I’ll give it a listen today.
🟣 Violet: They are on until 10:00
🟡 Jack: I’m listening now. I’m feeling so tense.
🟣 Violet: [Photo of a novelty penis figurine]
🟣 Violet: Here’s a dick pic to cheer you up
November 6, 2024 — 4:58 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Hope I at least made you smile once today
November 6, 2024 — 8:48 PM
🟡 Jack: [Mirror selfie]
🟡 Jack: my smile today
🟡 Jack: — sorry, i’m short on words today.
🟣 Violet: That’s a first lol
November 7, 2024 — 5:57 AM
🟡 Jack: I wish that I could feel you give me a hug.
🟡 Jack: Happy Thursday!
🟡 Jack: I want for you to help it come out right.
November 7, 2024 — 7:16 AM
🟣 Violet: Good morning
🟣 Violet: Why can I never tell if you’re being serious or trying to get in my pants?
🟣 Violet: Never mind, that was a dumb question
🟡 Jack: The dick pic you sent got me all turned on. 🔥☕
🟡 Jack: Why did you kiss me the way you did the other night?
🟣 Violet: What way was that
🟡 Jack: With that primal energy
🟡 Jack: You know what you’re doing
🟣 Violet: Is there any other way to kiss?
🟣 Violet: Are you calling me a dick tease?
November 7, 2024 — 4:41 PM
🟡 Jack: It felt like you were trying to steal my soul, or mend it
🟡 Jack: I couldn’t tell which
🟣 Violet: Definitely don’t always have the right words cause I don’t know how to respond to that
🟡 Jack: 😘
🟡 Jack: Hope your Thursday wasn’t a drag. I’m about to make some dinner — watchout!!
🟣 Violet: It sucked donkey dicks
🟡 Jack: I cannot begin to imagine how many dick jokes you must have.
🟣 Violet: I learned that one from my mom it was her favorite phrase
🟡 Jack: I feel like you’ve been known to give pet names to your partner’s penis
🟣 Violet: That sounds more like you
🟣 Violet: When are you sending me your sermon?
🟣 Violet: I might consider sharing my most recent credo with you
🟣 Violet: At the gym trying to decide if I want to come back to work tomorrow 😭
🟡 Jack: Yay! I started back this week, too. Figured I’d try to beat the January rush.
🟡 Jack: I want to share my sermon with you. I’d feel more comfortable if we watched it together.
🟣 Violet: When?
🟡 Jack: [Photo of food]
🟣 Violet: Damn when are you going to cook for me I’m starving
🟡 Jack: Would you be available Sunday for me to cook for you? And would you be available to come over later tonight to watch the sermon?
🟣 Violet: Yes and yes
🟡 Jack: My son will be asleep by 830. Do you want to plan to come then?
🟡 Jack: It’s a 5k sermon — you should get plenty of rest
🟣 Violet: Sounds good still need to shower and eat
November 7, 2024 — 8:11 PM
🟣 Violet: Care to send me your address?
🟡 Jack: Good idea.
🟡 Jack: [Address provided]
🟣 Violet: On my way
🟡 Jack: [Emoji sticker]
🟣 Violet: I’m here
November 7, 2024 — 10:44 PM
🟣 Violet: [Google Docs link: “[redacted] Credo”]
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s link]
🟣 Violet: Thanks for a great ending to a shitty day 😘
🟡 Jack: I have so many questions for next time. Let me know when you’ve made it home.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Just got home
🟣 Violet: I know we have a lot to talk about
🟣 Violet: If you can keep the groping under control maybe we can have a conversation lol
🟡 Jack: Uh huh… me huh
🟡 Jack: I see
🟣 Violet: Yes you 😉
🟣 Violet: I’m always well behaved
🟡 Jack: [Sticker]
🟣 Violet: I’m sleeping naked tonight it’s hot outside
🟡 Jack: That sounds cozy
🟡 Jack: Were you a barefoot child
🟣 Violet: I love to drive barefoot
🟣 Violet: I sleep with lots of pillows and [redacted] of course bed is one of my absolute favorite places to be
🟣 Violet: Good night 😊
Chapter 6 | The Counterweight | November 8–10, 2024
November 8, 2024 — 2:58 PM
🟡 Jack: I always sleep naked
🟡 Jack: In case someone breaks in
🟣 Violet: Of course you do
🟡 Jack: My heart rate is usually slower while I sleep.
🟣 Violet: I would hope so
🟡 Jack: It was not low when I pleased myself before work.
November 8, 2024 — 10:10 PM
🟣 Violet: Hope your Friday didn’t suck. Saw Heretic tonight it was really good. Looking forward to catching up on some sleep this weekend.
November 9, 2024 — 11:23 AM
🟡 Jack: Are you suggesting Sunday cuddle time tomorrow? With pj’s, snacks and a movie at home?
🟣 Violet: Haha no more like the main character reminded me of you
🟣 Violet: But that’s also a good idea
🟣 Violet: Do you actually own pj’s?
🟡 Jack: Who is the main character that reminds you of me
🟡 Jack: I own some, but I don’t wear them (often)
🟣 Violet: [redacted]
🟣 Violet: He is obsessed with finding the one true religion
🟣 Violet: That’s all you probably want to know lol
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😂 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Ok he’s always been sexy even if he is old now
🟡 Jack: What is it that you’re obsessed with finding?
🟣 Violet: Serenity
🟣 Violet: Labyrinths
🟣 Violet: The perfect beach sunset
🟣 Violet: Forgiveness
🟡 Jack: I like you..
🟣 Violet: I would like to know what it is about me that you like – specifically
November 9, 2024 — 2:00 PM
🟡 Jack: [redacted], what I specifically cherish about you is rooted in the way you embrace life’s complexity and the courage you show in navigating it with authenticity and vulnerability. From our first date at the poetry slam to sharing your credo with me, I see someone unafraid to be open about her beliefs and experiences. Your passion for the things you love, like baseball and your trans-daughter [redacted], radiates a beautiful completeness.
🟡 Jack: I admire your humor and confidence—wearing dick socks to watch the World Series showed your playful and endearing spirit. Your thoughtfulness, even in planning our dates with input from friends and family, reveals how deeply you care about connections. When you hold me, it’s as if the world’s weight lifts. And the way you kiss me, it feels like a soulful dance of healing and intimacy.
🟡 Jack: You make me feel seen and safe, and your ability to engage in profound conversations, whether about life’s existential questions or my past sermons, enriches our connection. Your compassion and wit are a rare and delightful combination, and I love how you ground our moments together in honesty and care.
🟡 Jack: And I still want to eat your pussy good enough that you ask me to do it over and over, again and again. That would be my true delight!
🟣 Violet: That’s a tall order
🟣 Violet: Oral sex gives me the strongest orgasms but it requires commitment
🟣 Violet: Would you be up for that even if you didn’t get your 🍆💦?
🟡 Jack: Can you explain this statement any more: “Oral sex gives me the strongest orgasms but it requires commitment”
🟡 Jack: I honestly want to know and I’m curious what you mean by ‘commitment’
🟣 Violet: I told you I don’t orgasm quickly
🟣 Violet: Most guys are not that patient or committed
🟡 Jack: I told you that doesn’t bother me.
🟣 Violet: And don’t know how to not take it personally
🟣 Violet: Saying it doesn’t bother you doesn’t mean that it really won’t when it happens
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Most guys talk a good game about wanting to please a partner but when push comes to shove they are really mostly only concerned with their own pleasure
🟡 Jack: Will you give me an opportunity to make you orgasm in my mouth?
🟡 Jack: This is true.
🟡 Jack: And I feel different from “most guys”
🟣 Violet: I’m carefully considering it
🟣 Violet: Still trying to figure you out
🟣 Violet: Why did you wait until our 3rd date to tell me your real name?
🟣 Violet: You have to know how sketch that seems
🟡 Jack: That’s fair.
🟣 Violet: You still didn’t answer the question
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I hope you’ve learned enough about me to know that I can handle anything as long as it’s the truth
🟣 Violet: It can wait until tomorrow if you’d prefer to talk in person
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I like you too. When we kiss I can feel you open yourself up and it feels very honest, genuine and intense. I completely melt in your arms. I want to continue getting to know you and I just need to be clear about my expectations for truthfulness.
🟣 Violet: [Photo: Sunset over a lake.]
🟡 Jack: [reacted 💗 to Violet’s photo]
🟡 Jack: I’d appreciate the opportunity to talk more, tomorrow
🟡 Jack: That looks like [redacted]. Am I wrong?
🟣 Violet: Yes
🟣 Violet: [redacted]
🟣 Violet: [Photo: Lake at dusk with moon visible.]
🟣 Violet: [Photo: Sunset over the lake.]
🟡 Jack: You’re making me melt.
🟣 Violet: It’s beautiful but I definitely didn’t dress appropriately
🟣 Violet: Can we make a sunset date?
🟡 Jack: I would love nothing more than to make a sunset date
🟣 Violet: [Photo: Sunset through trees.]
🟣 Violet: Sunset in my backyard
Chapter 7 | Ground Shift | November 10, 2024
Nov 10, 2024 — 11:18 AM
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: The sun will set at the same time that I get off of work tonight. Want to meet me at this park?
🟡 Jack: [redacted address]
🟣 Violet: [reacted ❤️ to Jack’s address]
🟡 Jack: 5:15 — and then I can make us some dinner
Nov 10, 2024 — 5:18 PM
🟣 Violet: I’m just a few minutes away
🟡 Jack: 7 minutes for me
Nov 11, 2024 — 12:10 AM
🟡 Jack: Will you let me know when you’re home and cuddled under blankets?
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I’m home snuggled in bed
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Sleep well, beautiful. Thanks for spending some time together tonight.
Nov 11, 2024 — 4:28 AM
🟣 Violet: I like when you sing sad songs to me
Chapter 8 | Managed Truth | November 11–12, 2024
Nov 11, 2024 — 12:16 PM
🟡 Jack: Me too
🟡 Jack: [Photo: Sunset over the lake.]
🟡 Jack: [Image attachment: IMG_7975.HEIC]
🟡 Jack: [Image attachment: IMG_7920.HEIC]
🟡 Jack: [Image attachment: IMG_6238.heic]
🟡 Jack: [Image attachment: IMG_6152.JPG]
🟡 Jack: [Image attachment: IMG_1926.heic]
🟡 Jack: [Image attachment: IMG_0735.HEIC]
🟣 Violet: A few of my favorite sunset pics
🟡 Jack: [reacted 🫠 to Violet’s preceding message]
Nov 11, 2024 — 1:54 PM
🟣 Violet: Ok I snuck in one moon shot
Nov 11, 2024 — 7:08 PM
🟣 Violet: So do you wanna come chill in the gazebo after work tomorrow?
🟡 Jack: Absolutely love those!! You’ll have to tell me who is in that first pic with you.
🟣 Violet: That’s my best lesbian friend [redacted]
🟡 Jack: Chilling in the gazebo after work sounds lovely.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😉 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I’m off at 6 tomorrow night, I believe.
🟣 Violet: I told [redacted] we need to make the gazebo an inclusive space
🟡 Jack: I was going to ask but I figured you cleared it with her. 🙃
🟣 Violet: I did have to agree to no hanky panky in the sacred space
🟡 Jack: I don’t mind wet grass
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: There’s always the hammocks if you’re up for a challenge 🤷♀️
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😮 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Getting in the shower got super sweaty at the gym
🟡 Jack: I’d like a taste before you shower, please.
🟣 Violet: You’d be proud of my poker face today at work even though all I could think about was how much I enjoyed your tongue 👅
Nov 12, 2024 — 12:16 PM
🟣 Violet: [redacted] wants to know if you want to smoke you up tonight
🟡 Jack: Ummmm… yes, please!!!
🟣 Violet: Ok I’ll let her know we should order some food. Sorry, I am not cooking.
Nov 12, 2024 — 4:06 PM
🟣 Violet: Do you like sushi? Mexican? Indian?
Nov 12, 2024 — 5:11 PM
🟡 Jack: I’m excited to relax with you at the gazebo this evening.
🟣 Violet: Me too.
🟣 Violet: Don’t be late 😉
🟣 Violet: Also please see my previous question ☝️
🟣 Violet: It could be dangerous to let me choose the food.
🟡 Jack: I like all food.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😉 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I just finished up at work… gotta pick up my meds and I’ll head your way shortly.
🟣 Violet: That can’t be true but I’m really craving sushi.
🟣 Violet: Text me when you get here. Doorbell doesn’t work.
🟡 Jack: Yes!!!!!
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😉 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Sure thing. Probably closer to 7.
🟣 Violet: Check out [redacted restaurant] on DoorDash!
🟣 Violet: [DoorDash link preview for redacted restaurant.]
🟡 Jack: Would you like for me to pick it up?
🟣 Violet: No it’s ok, still haven’t decided what I want.
🟣 Violet: Just tell me what you want.
🟡 Jack: Salmon & avocado roll, spicy tuna roll.
🟡 Jack: I’m happy to pick it up if you’d like.
🟡 Jack: Getting in the car.
🟣 Violet: Get your ass over here!
🟡 Jack: As you wish.
🟡 Jack: I don’t know your address. I’m just driving in your direction.
🟣 Violet: [redacted address]
🟣 Violet: Are you lost?
🟡 Jack: I’m in the driveway.
🟡 Jack: Just got here.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😉 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Finishing a call with [redacted].
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Doors open.
Nov 12, 2024 — 11:25 PM
🟣 Violet: I hope you figure out what you actually want.
🟡 Jack: Would you like to talk?
🟣 Violet: Definitely not sleeping.
🟡 Jack: Yeah, me either.
🟡 Jack: Did you mean on the phone?
Chapter 9 | Cracked Doors | November 13–17, 2024
Nov 13, 2024 — 12:58 PM
🟡 Jack: 😶🌫️
🟣 Violet: Same.
🟣 Violet: Ambiguity really sums you up.
🟣 Violet: [Song link: Mipso — Moonlight]
Nov 13, 2024 — 5:24 PM
🟡 Jack: I’m a P.
🟡 Jack: I’m not a bird with a broken wing. I just felt like walking for a while. Such a shame to race through a pretty night.
🟡 Jack: [Song link: Zach Bryan — High Road]
🟡 Jack: Still listening to this one on repeat.
Nov 14, 2024 — 5:18 PM
🟡 Jack: I dislike rainy Thursday’s when it’s dark at 5 o’clock.
🟡 Jack: Interested in talking later?
🟣 Violet: Busy tonight.
🟡 Jack: [Photo: Dinner cooking on the stove.]
🟡 Jack: No… just making dinner for me and [redacted].
🟣 Violet: I meant I’m busy tonight.
🟣 Violet: Maybe this weekend.
🟡 Jack: I’m free anytime Sunday.
🟣 Violet: Church and napping might take up a lot of time Sunday.
🟡 Jack: Would you be open to having me join you for either?
🟣 Violet: Seriously?
🟣 Violet: You were pretty adamant about not wanting to come to church.
🟡 Jack: Or both.
🟣 Violet: What made you change your mind?
🟡 Jack: Is that dress a shallow answer?
🟣 Violet: Yes.
🟡 Jack: Good. I would never go with that answer. I was going to say the excitement in your voice when you talk about your congregation.
🟣 Violet: You are so full of shit.
🟣 Violet: It doesn’t have anything to do with the fact that I told you a church guy asked me out?
🟡 Jack: That didn’t cross my mind.
🟡 Jack: I was just hoping to spend some time with you.
🟣 Violet: I guess I’m not sure how I feel about that.
🟡 Jack: Would you be open to talking on the phone?
🟡 Jack: Sunday.
🟣 Violet: I just think church would be weird.
🟣 Violet: People will have ideas.
🟣 Violet: They might think I like you or something.
🟡 Jack: [redacted] already knows.
🟣 Violet: You don’t know what I’ve told her.
🟣 Violet: And [redacted] isn’t people.
🟣 Violet: Are you really ready for everyone to think you’re my boyfriend?
🟡 Jack: I enjoy spending time with you.
🟣 Violet: I’m sure you can charm all the church ladies.
🟣 Violet: You do need to expand your religious horizons.
🟡 Jack: In what ways?
🟡 Jack: I’m not very charming.
🟣 Violet: I guess you’ll have to come to find out.
🟡 Jack: If I behave can we nap after?
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Maybe.
Nov 14, 2024 — 10:27 PM
🟣 Violet: I’m not wearing a dress.
Nov 15, 2024 — 11:56 AM
🟡 Jack: You’re right, it would be silly to take a nap in a dress. How about the [team redacted] nightgown instead? Seems way more comfy.
🟣 Violet: I might get some funny looks at church and I might freeze my ass off.
Nov 15, 2024 — 7:23 PM
🟡 Jack: If I came to church with you—or if you wore the [team redacted] nightgown to church?
🟡 Jack: I need the name of the sushi place, please.
🟣 Violet: I texted it to you the other day.
🟣 Violet: Scroll up.
🟡 Jack: 😀
🟡 Jack: Got it.
Nov 15, 2024 — 9:38 PM
🟣 Violet: Strange looks either way but it is not a winter nightgown.
🟡 Jack: Are you truly open to me coming on Sunday?
🟣 Violet: Yes.
🟡 Jack: I like the thought of that.
🟡 Jack: And I’m a bit anxious.
🟡 Jack: 😘
🟣 Violet: You like the thought of what?
🟡 Jack: Community.
🟣 Violet: And what makes you anxious?
🟡 Jack: I’m awkward… have you met me?
🟣 Violet: Have you met me?
🟣 Violet: It’s a Community Sunday.
🟡 Jack: I’m not sure what that means.
🟣 Violet: [Link preview to church website — URL redacted]
🟣 Violet: It’s a little weird.
🟣 Violet: It’s really not that serious.
🟡 Jack: You met me at a strange time.
🟣 Violet: I still don’t know what that means.
🟣 Violet: There’s enough people that blending in really isn’t hard.
🟡 Jack: Will [redacted] go with us?
🟣 Violet: She is planning to go because a friend of hers is doing her credo after the service.
🟡 Jack: Good.
🟡 Jack: So just meet you there at 10.
🟣 Violet: Could also pick you up.
🟡 Jack: I may like that best.
🟣 Violet: You’re on the way.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I see my therapist Monday.
🟡 Jack: Not really sure why I felt compelled to share that so randomly.
🟣 Violet: I was thinking the same thing.
🟡 Jack: Guess I feel the same way about going with you to church.
🟡 Jack: I know it’s good.
🟡 Jack: And it’s filled with lots of emotion.
🟣 Violet: You have emotions?
🟡 Jack: Just one.
🟡 Jack: Sad.
🟡 Jack: 😘
🟣 Violet: Oh right.
🟡 Jack: It makes me happy.
🟣 Violet: You know that makes no sense.
🟣 Violet: Do you want to be sad forever?
🟡 Jack: I’m afraid to hope again.
🟣 Violet: Why?
🟡 Jack: That’s why I’m sad.
🟣 Violet: What about hope scares you?
🟡 Jack: Ever watch Shawshank Redemption?
🟣 Violet: Of course.
🟡 Jack: Yeah.
🟣 Violet: We create our own prisons.
🟡 Jack: To keep us safe.
🟡 Jack: Even if we’re lonely.
🟣 Violet: Safety is an illusion.
🟣 Violet: Nothing in life is safe.
🟡 Jack: I miss you.
🟡 Jack: Ughhhhhh.
🟡 Jack: What do you see that I need most?
🟣 Violet: You’re the only one who knows that answer.
🟣 Violet: I can’t fix you.
🟣 Violet: Yes u have to be honest with yourself.
🟡 Jack: I don’t know how to fix that ache.
🟡 Jack: It’s not like vehicle maintenance.
🟡 Jack: Human emotional relationship maintenance is like new cars with computer systems for everything.
🟡 Jack: Blah… I should rest.
🟣 Violet: I think you need to learn how to love yourself.
🟣 Violet: [Church website link]
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s link]
🟡 Jack: [Photo of a colorful mural.]
🟣 Violet: You live near some great art.
🟡 Jack: You wanted me to read your credo directly.
🟡 Jack: I’m glad I asked you to hold first.
🟡 Jack: I love beauty wherever that shit shows up.
🟣 Violet: It’s everywhere.
🟣 Violet: And within us.
Nov 16, 2024 — 6:51 AM
🟣 Violet: Beauty is within you.
Nov 16, 2024 — 9:01 AM
🟡 Jack: It must be buried deep. I can’t see it.
Nov 16, 2024 — 10:31 AM
🟣 Violet: [Song link: Joy Oladokun — Look Up]
🟣 Violet: [Image reading: “Love Yourself You Stupid Bitch.”]
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s image]
🟣 Violet: I think we should do this one tomorrow.
🟣 Violet: [Church event description]
🟡 Jack: I debated between that and the hope bottle.
🟣 Violet: Me too but all the kids will be in that one.
🟣 Violet: That sounded bad I love kids.
🟣 Violet: But I’m really drawn to music and [redacted] our music director is amazing.
Nov 16, 2024 — 1:01 PM
🟡 Jack: It’s settled then. Let’s go see [redacted] tomorrow!
🟣 Violet: I can’t guarantee it, but I think there’s a good chance. My ex will not be there tomorrow.
Nov 16, 2024 — 4:35 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I’ll pick you up around 9:30. Don’t be anxious I wouldn’t bring you if it weren’t a safe place. Be ready for some new (better) emotions.
🟡 Jack: I appreciate your kindness towards me.
Nov 16, 2024 — 6:40 PM
🟡 Jack: I’m nervously looking forward to tomorrow.
Nov 16, 2024 — 10:30 PM
🟣 Violet: [Photo of the moon.]
🟣 Violet: The moon is so bright.
Nov 17, 2024 — 8:14 AM
🟡 Jack: It looked like you could almost jump up and touch it when it was rising.
🟡 Jack: Hopping in the shower now.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: On my way.
🟣 Violet: I’m here.
Nov 17, 2024 — 8:16 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Thanks for one of the best Sundays I’ve had in a while.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: We should find time to talk more about what comes next but I enjoyed just being present with you today.
Chapter 10 | Talking in Circles | November 18–24, 2024
Nov 18, 2024 — 11:11 AM
🟣 Violet: [Meme: “Remind yourself every day that you’re a sexy little pickle…”]
Nov 18, 2024 — 6:24 PM
🟡 Jack: Having a hard day at work. GM texted that we didn’t have coverage for the therapy appointment I asked off for a month ago. Blah.
🟣 Violet: I’m sorry that sucks donkey dicks.
🟣 Violet: It’s late, when do you get done?
🟣 Violet: Enjoy this post in TikTok:
🟣 Violet: [TikTok link]
🟡 Jack: I’m done. Heading home now. I’m starving.
🟡 Jack: Yes, donkey dicks were sucked today.
🟡 Jack: So cute. Can you make sure that it kicks in?
🟣 Violet: No guarantees but I will try my best.
🟣 Violet: I did forget to show you something else yesterday.
🟣 Violet: Can you guess?
🟡 Jack: New dick socks?
🟣 Violet: It was your idea.
🟣 Violet: Dick socks are so yesterday.
🟡 Jack: Now I’m perplexed.
🟣 Violet: [Photo wearing [team redacted]-themed nightgown.]
🟡 Jack: Oh my my my… you’re making me a loyal [team redacted] fan.
🟡 Jack: Damn… that was a good idea I had!!!
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I’m just now eating dinner in my cozy nightgown after a great extra sweaty workout and an amazing hot shower. Mondays really blow.
Nov 18, 2024 — 9:33 PM
🟡 Jack: My phone died on the way home. I’m beat. Monday’s suck donkey dick.
🟡 Jack: Can we plan to take a walk together soon?
🟡 Jack: Maybe at [redacted].
🟣 Violet: Sure.
🟣 Violet: We do need to talk.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I don’t mean in a bad way.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Hope you have a better day tomorrow.
Nov 19, 2024 — 7:30 AM
🟣 Violet: I just remembered how much I hate Tuesdays more than I hate Mondays.
🟣 Violet: Pray for me.
Nov 19, 2024 — 12:06 PM
🟣 Violet: Today’s mantra
🟣 Violet: I’ve had terrible, horrible, no-good, very bad days
🟣 Violet: But I’m a G, can’t you see that I will always be all A-O-K
🟣 Violet: While I starve without a lunch break 😔
Nov 19, 2024 — 5:25 PM
🟡 Jack: I’m eating lunch now.. but don’t you worry.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: You see, I’m a G, too.
🟣 Violet: Yes, you are.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: That’s why we get along so well.
🟡 Jack: I should finish up this last hour and a half. I’d rather be napping in your bed.
🟣 Violet: Are you inviting yourself over?
Nov 19, 2024 — 7:53 PM
🟣 Violet: You’d better bring your pjs next time.
🟡 Jack: Yes, I am. And yes, I will.
🟡 Jack: Mine aren’t as sexy as yours.
🟣 Violet: Says you.
🟣 Violet: Also irrelevant.
🟣 Violet: Who says I wanna have sex with you.
🟣 Violet: Just need you to keep me warm.
🟣 Violet: And we still need to talk.
🟣 Violet: Please let me know when would be a good time in person or on the phone.
🟡 Jack: [Photo of restroom sign.]
🟣 Violet: You’re so weird 😗
🟣 Violet: And you’re avoiding me.
🟣 Violet: [Confused Bitmoji sticker.]
🟡 Jack: [Image of shattered eye.]
🟡 Jack: I’m a bit weird.
🟣 Violet: A bit.
🟡 Jack: Just a smidge.
🟡 Jack: Smidge is a good word.
🟡 Jack: I’m making a list of “good words” that sound like what they describe. If you have any to add to the list, let me know.
🟡 Jack: Smorgasbord is also a good word.
🟣 Violet: Borborygmi.
🟡 Jack: I think I’m going to have to buy pj’s to come to nap time.
🟣 Violet: This was my stomach in church.
🟣 Violet: is that why you’re avoiding me?
🟡 Jack: I’m not sure if I know that word.
🟣 Violet: Look it up.
🟡 Jack: The word “borborygmi” refers to the rumbling or gurgling noises produced by the movement of gas and fluids through the intestines. It is a medical term commonly used to describe the “growling” sound often heard from the stomach or intestines. These sounds are a normal part of digestive activity but can also be louder when a person is hungry, anxious, or experiencing digestive issues.
🟡 Jack: Okay. That’s definitely on the list of good words.
🟡 Jack: I’m not avoiding you.
🟡 Jack: 😭 We had customers come in at 650 tonight — wanting to go through the lift process.
🟡 Jack: I wanted to burn the entire world.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: That’s how I feel most days at work.
🟣 Violet: Just let me know when you’re ready to talk. I can wait.
🟡 Jack: Let’s talk tomorrow sometime. Do you get off at 5?
🟣 Violet: I have plans tomorrow evening.
🟡 Jack: I have a massage after work on Thursday.
🟣 Violet: I’m jealous. I’ve been wanting to get a massage soon.
🟡 Jack: May I call you on my way home. And/or can we talk or meet on Saturday.
🟣 Violet: I’m going to the interfaith Thanksgiving Thursday evening.
🟡 Jack: I work 1–5 Saturday but I’m off on Sunday. I have [redacted] until noon on Sunday.
🟡 Jack: Maybe we could come to church.
🟣 Violet: Right now my weekend is pretty open.
🟣 Violet: Have to get up early tomorrow to go to the dentist.
🟡 Jack: Sunday Sunset > The Dentist.
🟡 Jack: I don’t want to impose on your church time — I’m free Sunday afternoon/evening too.
🟣 Violet: You’re welcome to come.
🟣 Violet: Do you have [redacted] on Saturday too?
🟣 Violet: A walk would be nice.
🟡 Jack: I have him on Saturday — he’ll probably stay home solo while I work. I agree that a walk would be nice.
🟡 Jack: Maybe I could get my replacement drone by then.
Nov 20, 2024 — 9:11 PM
🟣 Violet: [TikTok shared]
🟡 Jack: You’re such a pecker head.
🟡 Jack: *pecker*
🟡 Jack: I like that about you.
🟣 Violet: You’re not the only weird one.
🟡 Jack: You make me feel normal.
🟡 Jack: But I’m not sure if you’re normal.
🟡 Jack: [redacted] came over to hang out after work. He had a meeting at [redacted].
🟣 Violet: Goddamn, I hope not!
🟡 Jack: I want to hold you tight.
🟡 Jack: 😘👀
🟣 Violet: I’m not on birth control.
🟡 Jack: I’m not either.
🟡 Jack: Would you like for me to be?
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I would like for you to hold me tight.
🟡 Jack: Can we watch a documentary?
🟣 Violet: Did you have one in mind?
🟡 Jack: No. I’m open to suggestions.
🟡 Jack: Or I can find a good one.
🟣 Violet: I watch a lot of documentaries but something tells me we have different interests in that area.
🟡 Jack: Maybe we can do a “double header” and you and I can both pick a documentary?
🟣 Violet: Mine will kick your’s ass.
🟣 Violet: Can we talk tomorrow night?
🟣 Violet: There are some things I’d like to talk with you about before the weekend if possible.
🟣 Violet: Interfaith Friendsgiving gets over at 8:30.
Nov 21, 2024 — 6:55 AM
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Yes. Can we plan to talk around 9 tonight?
🟡 Jack: Also, you should know…
🟡 Jack: Your documentary will pale in comparison.
🟡 Jack: Have a great interfaith Thursday.
🟡 Jack: [Song link: Jontavious Willis — Broken Hearted Moan]
Nov 21, 2024 — 10:24 AM
🟣 Violet: No Friendsgiving for me 🙁
🟣 Violet: My dad fell in the hospital.
🟣 Violet: Have to fly back to [redacted].
🟣 Violet: [Airport video.]
🟣 Violet: At least we get some free bird in the airport.
Nov 21, 2024 — 1:54 PM
🟡 Jack: Oh no!! Is there anything that you need?
🟡 Jack: Let me know when it’s convenient for us to talk.
🟣 Violet: Patience.
🟣 Violet: To deal with my mother.
🟡 Jack: Yeah. I hear that.
🟣 Violet: You’re not the only one who has a hard time buying Mother’s Day cards.
🟣 Violet: My mom is fucking nuts.
🟣 Violet: Luckily, she goes to bed early so I should be able to talk later this evening.
🟣 Violet: It’s cold and rainy here. 😔
🟣 Violet: Enjoy your massage.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I wish I could give you a big warm hug.
🟡 Jack: We should start a company called, Cards for Shitty Moms.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😉 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I am looking forward to the massage. I’ll message you later tonight.
Nov 22, 2024 — 8:42 AM
🟡 Jack: I’m so sorry that I didn’t call last night. You and your family are on my mind.
🟡 Jack: Also, I may have a billion dollar idea to tell you about when you get a minute.
🟣 Violet: I knew you were avoiding talking to me.
🟣 Violet: Trying really hard not to kill her.
🟣 Violet: Too many ghosts here.
🟡 Jack: No ghosts.
🟡 Jack: Only roses.
🟣 Violet: Rough morning.
🟡 Jack: Not at all. Can I call you on my way to work.
🟡 Jack: About to hop in the shower.
🟡 Jack: 15 min?
🟣 Violet: I’m having a rough morning.
🟡 Jack: Another time then?
🟣 Violet: You know you don’t need permission to call me, right?
Nov 22, 2024 — 12:02 PM
🟡 Jack: I did not know that was indeed the case.
🟣 Violet: Well you don’t.
🟣 Violet: Talked with my best Al-Anon friend this morning. Feeling a little better.
🟣 Violet: It’s just crazy how hard it is not to turn into that little girl who couldn’t ever please her.
Nov 22, 2024 — 5:50 PM
🟡 Jack: [TED Talk link]
🟣 Violet: Are you saying one of us is a lone nut?
🟡 Jack: The guy in the Tevas, dressed for summer. ☀️
🟣 Violet: Definitely.
🟣 Violet: No one joined him though.
🟣 Violet: He eventually just danced away.
Nov 22, 2024 — 8:12 PM
🟣 Violet: What time are you done working on Tuesday?
Nov 22, 2024 — 9:21 PM
🟣 Violet: I have tickets to [redacted] at [redacted]. She is home for Thanksgiving.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Really could use a hug.
Nov 23, 2024 — 9:07 AM
🟡 Jack: I’m scheduled 12–7:15 on Tuesday. Any chance we can schedule a morning and evening cuddle session?
🟣 Violet: What did you have in mind?
🟣 Violet: Did you mean Tuesday?
🟣 Violet: I can’t wait to get home tomorrow. I can’t sleep here.
🟡 Jack: Yes, I was thinking about Tuesday. I’m not sure if you have any flexible PTO.
🟡 Jack: I’m ready for you to be home too.
🟣 Violet: Yeah, I just took 2 days of PTO.
🟡 Jack: And to have a smoke session with [redacted].*
🟣 Violet: Are you inviting yourself over again?
🟡 Jack: I have something to show you.
🟣 Violet: That’s scary. 😨
🟡 Jack: Yeah, you’re right. I am excited to give you a hug.
🟡 Jack: Sunday Sunset?
🟣 Violet: That might involve getting out of bed.
🟡 Jack: I’m sure we could bring blankets to the swing.
🟣 Violet: We will see.
🟡 Jack: Fair enough.
🟡 Jack: See you soon. Ready to have you dick sock wearing ass back under these [redacted] skies.
🟣 Violet: Hate that I have to miss service tomorrow. Our preschool is having their annual bake sale too.
🟡 Jack: Would it be appropriate for [redacted] and I to go?
🟣 Violet: Sure.
🟣 Violet: They usually have great goodies.
🟣 Violet: And [redacted] will be in the pulpit.
🟣 Violet: I might be able to stream some of it before my flight.
🟣 Violet: Are you at all interested in comedy on Tuesday? The show starts at 7 but there will be an opener before [redacted] performs. It should be a great show.
Nov 23, 2024 — 12:28 PM
🟡 Jack: [PDF attachment: Large-Print-11-24-24.pdf]
Nov 23, 2024 — 1:48 PM
🟣 Violet: [TikTok video: “When you can’t find the charger to your rose”]
🟣 Violet: The struggle is real
Nov 23, 2024 — 3:20 PM
🟡 Jack: May I help with that until it gets charged
🟣 Violet: forgot to pack the charger 😢
🟡 Jack: I meant when you get back
🟣 Violet: I know
🟡 Jack: When you get back, can I make you forget
🟡 Jack: That you need a charger
🟣 Violet: You make me forget lots of things
🟡 Jack: I’d rather you be sitting in my lap, trying to remember
Nov 23, 2024 — 4:33 PM
🟣 Violet: [Four sunset photos]
🟡 Jack: Are you trying to turn me on with sunset shots?
🟣 Violet: Is it working
🟡 Jack: I want to eat your pussy until I’m done — is that ‘working’
🟣 Violet: I haven’t even begun to show you all the sunset photos I have taken
🟡 Jack: Did I mention that my drone is in my neighbors tree
🟡 Jack: And that I wouldn’t want to stop’
🟣 Violet: Only about 50 times
🟡 Jack: Good. I was trying not to overshare.
🟣 Violet: [Photo of an upside-down sunset painting]
🟣 Violet: My mom got this sunset painting in [redacted] years ago and it’s been hanging upside down in their living room ever since.
🟣 Violet: [redacted] has the most incredible sunsets
Nov 24, 2024 — 5:25 AM
🟡 Jack: The sunsets must be similar in [redacted]; I didn’t want to leave. And my mom would do some shit like this.
Nov 24, 2024 — 8:56 AM
🟣 Violet: Why were you awake so damn early?
🟣 Violet: Can’t wait to get home
🟣 Violet: [Song link: Bonnie Raitt — Angel from Montgomery]
🟣 Violet: Airport listening
🟡 Jack: She sings this with John Prine at one point
🟣 Violet: Yes
🟡 Jack: And she’s coming to concert here in [redacted]
Nov 24, 2024 — 11:53 AM
🟣 Violet: [Photo from an airplane window]
🟡 Jack: [redacted]?
🟣 Violet: [redacted] I think
🟣 Violet: Too big for [redacted]
🟡 Jack: Wahooo! You’re almost home.
🟡 Jack: I get off at 515 if you’re up for hanging out tonight.
🟣 Violet: Waiting for [redacted] to pick me up
🟣 Violet: You will miss the sunset
🟣 Violet: I don’t have any plans for the rest of the day
Nov 24, 2024 — 2:23 PM
🟣 Violet: I might not leave my bed
🟣 Violet: You’re welcome to come over if you can behave
🟡 Jack: So I should bring pj’s? 🙂
🟡 Jack: Not sure I trust myself to behave.
🟣 Violet: I trust myself to keep you in line
🟣 Violet: Definitely bring pi’s
🟣 Violet: Pjs
🟣 Violet: You definitely don’t behave when you’re naked
🟡 Jack: I don’t enjoy being clothed.
🟣 Violet: I don’t either but a pair of shorts won’t kill you
🟣 Violet: Need snuggles
🟡 Jack: I’ll bring a pair of shorts, but you better behave, too.
🟣 Violet: Deal
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😂 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I’m good I’ve already relieved my stress 😉
Nov 24, 2024 — 4:22 PM
🟣 Violet: So much stress over the last 4 days and no charger I was about to bust 🤷♀️😆
🟡 Jack: If you’d like a 2nd opinion, I’m happy to make sure you got it all out.
🟣 Violet: I’m sure you would be
🟣 Violet: [DoorDash link: restaurant redacted]
🟣 Violet: [redacted] wants to dash this place if you would like to eat with us
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I ate a little at work. Will you just get me an order of jalepeno poppers?
🟣 Violet: Do you know how to get here or do you need my address again?
🟡 Jack: I’m pretty sure I found a route that will save me 20 minutes
🟣 Violet: [reacted ❤️ to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: 😀 Heading your way shortly. (With PJ’s)
🟡 Jack: [reacted 👍 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: [redacted] and I are keeping the bed warm
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Letting the delivery driver back out
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Ready to be warm
Chapter 11 | Crisis, Not Accountability | November 25–December 13, 2024
Nov 25, 2024 — 7:32 AM
🟣 Violet: Found your shirt on the floor and you forgot your vest
Nov 25, 2024 — 11:24 AM
🟣 Violet: [reacted ❤️ to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I’d rather be in bed still. Why can’t we have 2 Saturdays a week?!
Nov 25, 2024 — 1:35 PM
🟣 Violet: I’d definitely rather still be in bed. You also never gave me an answer about tomorrow night you don’t have to come if you don’t want to just let me know, I like seeing you laugh
Nov 25, 2024 — 7:13 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I get off tomorrow at 715ish — is that too late?
🟡 Jack: I like that you enjoy seeing me laugh.
🟡 Jack: I enjoy hearing you moan for me.
🟡 Jack: [YouTube link: Manifesto: The Mad Farmer Liberation Front]
🟣 Violet: I’m you don’t mind going straight to the show from work I’d love for you to come. All the kiddos will be there and maybe some of my coworkers. Don’t be afraid lol
🟣 Violet: And who’s the communist?
🟡 Jack: Communist?
🟣 Violet: You don’t remember calling me a communist last night?
🟣 Violet: I can bring your stuff tomorrow I have this vision of you wandering around with a cold torso in addition to cold arms lol
🟡 Jack: and cold feet
🟡 Jack: I can meet you there after work — around 730ish — just tell me what I owe you
🟣 Violet: Not necessary
🟣 Violet: I’m sure you can find a more creative way to compensate me
🟡 Jack: I love how you hold me
🟡 Jack: [Song link: Otis Redding — These Arms of Mine]
🟣 Violet: Got to listen to my playlist today at work and this reminded me of you
🟣 Violet: I might wear a dress tomorrow
🟡 Jack: Might as well
🟡 Jack: It’s Tuesday
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Can’t decide if I should wear the Cupid shuffle dress or the purple one I wore on our first date
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I get to squeeze [redacted] and [redacted] in less than an hour! they weren’t supposed to come home until tomorrow 😁
Nov 25, 2024 — 11:12 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Bed feels so cold and empty, you’re a lot warmer than my body pillows (except for your feet)
Nov 26, 2024 — 6:13 PM
🟡 Jack: I’m so exhausted from this Tuesday
🟣 Violet: Come chill and laugh with me
🟣 Violet: I went with a different dress altogether you don’t want to miss it 😉
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Finishing up with work and then I’m heading to see that thing you wanted to show me.
🟣 Violet: We are at table 608
🟡 Jack: Oh no!! Has it already started? It will be closer to 8
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😢 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: It will still be going but she didn’t have an opener
🟡 Jack: I’m just going to stay here tonight — I’m beat. Will you wear the dress for me another time?
🟣 Violet: Nope
Nov 30, 2024 — 3:49 PM
🟣 Violet: If you’re home tomorrow I can drop off your stuff
Dec 1, 2024 — 12:49 PM
🟣 Violet: I’ll let you decide if you want to talk but please let me know when it’s a good time to return your things. Your torso must be really cold.
Dec 1, 2024 — 4:58 PM
🟡 Jack: Hi [redacted] — I appreciate you reaching out. Thanksgiving didn’t go the way I hoped. I’d like to talk at some point this week if you’re open it. Hope you’re doing well.
🟣 Violet: I’m great. I find that Thanksgiving rarely lives up to the hype but my heart is full from sweet, precious time with my kids. Call me if you want to talk.
Dec 1, 2024 — 8:10 PM
🟣 Violet: Or anything else
Dec 4, 2024 — 9:29 PM
🟣 Violet: I miss being in your arms
🟡 Jack: I miss that, too.
🟣 Violet: I miss your sad songs and weird videos
🟣 Violet: [Video attachment: star projector / portal effect]
Dec 5, 2024 — 5:52 AM
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s video]
🟣 Violet: [Photo/video attachment: star projector / portal effect]
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😂 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: About time you became a [team redacted] fan there may be hope for you yet
🟡 Jack: I hope there is.
Dec 5, 2024 — 7:48 AM
🟡 Jack: [PDF attachment: Truth Must Not.pdf]
🟡 Jack: Here’s a first draft poem that I wanted to share after working on it this morning. Hope you have an amazing Thursday.
Dec 5, 2024 — 9:14 AM
🟣 Violet: Thanks for sharing I’ll settle for a Thursday that doesn’t suck 🫏🍆
Dec 5, 2024 — 2:09 PM
🟡 Jack: So far my Thursday is refusing to suck Donkey Dicks
🟡 Jack: I hope the same is true for you.
🟣 Violet: Same
🟣 Violet: Even though I haven’t gotten lunch until now
🟣 Violet: Time to set the sights higher
Dec 5, 2024 — 5:35 PM
🟡 Jack: [Photo of the Frederick Douglass monument]
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s photo]
Dec 6, 2024 — 5:37 PM
🟣 Violet: [Song link: Kacey Musgraves — Golden Hour]
🟣 Violet: Saw her show last night, tonight’s sunset reminded me of this song 🎵
Dec 7, 2024 — 6:06 PM
🟣 Violet: Do you still wanna talk?
Dec 7, 2024 — 9:14 PM
🟡 Jack: I do.
🟡 Jack: Can I call after work tomorrow? Around 530
🟣 Violet: Sure
🟣 Violet: I still have your stuff
Dec 8, 2024 — 1:21 PM
🟣 Violet: I’m cooking today would you be interested in eating with me and [redacted] this evening?
Dec 8, 2024 — 5:35 PM
🟡 Jack: Not tonight but I’ll call in just a few
Dec 8, 2024 — 7:35 PM
🟣 Violet: [TikTok link: Wicked official trailer]
Dec 10, 2024 — 5:24 PM
🟡 Jack: Guess what arrived at my house today —
Dec 10, 2024 — 7:06 PM
🟣 Violet: I give up
🟣 Violet: Your drone found its way home?
Dec 11, 2024 — 6:30 PM
🟡 Jack: I found a portal to an alternate reality and I’m thinking about walking through to see what’s on the other side
🟣 Violet: Wherever I go there I am
🟣 Violet: [Song link: James Bay — Hope]
🟣 Violet: [reacted ❤️ to Jack’s video]
🟡 Jack: [Video attachment: portal / television setup]
🟡 Jack: [Selfie]
🟣 Violet: I look forward to seeing you smile again
🟡 Jack: I’m sure I will once that sunshine comes out again.
🟡 Jack: It was a long-ish day over this way. How was yours?
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Ok seeing wicked again 😁
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: You might be addicted.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I may need to get my jacket back — it’s COLD
🟣 Violet: I told you I can drop it off anytime
Dec 11, 2024 — 9:44 PM
🟡 Jack: I got in the zone. I just saw this. Maybe tomorrow?
🟣 Violet: Maybe have a thing after work
🟡 Jack: Well maybe Friday sometime?
🟣 Violet: That could work
🟡 Jack: [TikTok link: TODAY Show — Wicked / “Dancing Through Life” clip]
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Not addicted — obsessed
🟡 Jack: Friday would’ve been my Dad’s 69th
🟣 Violet: How old were you?
🟡 Jack: 44-15=29
🟡 Jack: He was 54 and 2 days
🟣 Violet: Anniversaries are tough
🟣 Violet: [Sticker: HUGS]
Dec 12, 2024 — 10:03 PM
🟣 Violet: [Video attachment: Jenga game]
🟣 Violet: Betcha didn’t know I am a Jenga master lol
Dec 13, 2024 — 12:22 PM
🟡 Jack: So many talents I haven’t even discovered yet. Hope you have a great Friday the 13th!
Dec 13, 2024 — 2:31 PM
🟣 Violet: Could be worse at least the weather is great – before the weekend gets cold. When do you want me to drop off your stuff?
Dec 13, 2024 — 5:36 PM
🟡 Jack: I’m home now. Let me know when it’s convenient for you.
🟣 Violet: I’m just leaving work I can swing by?
🟡 Jack: Sure.
🟣 Violet: OK, on my way
🟡 Jack: 😊
🟡 Jack: The door is unlocked — I’m calling [redacted] right quick
Dec 13, 2024 — 7:15 PM
🟣 Violet: It was good to see you I hope you understand why I couldn’t stay longer
🟡 Jack: It was really good to see you as well. The cats are fighting now. 🙂
🟡 Jack: I understand. I appreciated the normal conversation.
🟣 Violet: Like I said boring is underrated
🟡 Jack: I hope to be more comfortable being alone at some point.
🟣 Violet: It took me a long time but now I’m my own best company lol
🟣 Violet: It’s hard to learn how to treat yourself right
🟡 Jack: I hope that I can say that about myself one day — a. that I enjoy being alone by myself and b. that i treat myself well
🟣 Violet: And I don’t mean like an amusement park 😉
🟡 Jack: When I get frustrated, I just want to burn it all down
🟣 Violet: Resentment will destroy any chance of peace believe me
🟣 Violet: And they are hard to let go of
🟡 Jack: What do you call that shelf at the door
🟣 Violet: It’s still the mental health shelf haven’t come up w a better name yet
🟣 Violet: I’ve added some things to it
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I might need to create one for myself
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I was thinking about applying for a position at NAMI
🟣 Violet: [Photo/video attachments of the mental health shelf]
[Visible signs include: “Carpe the hell out of this diem.”; “Be strong and courageous.”; “one day at a time”; “Nothing is missing. You are already whole.”; and “let that shit go.”]
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: This might be my next tik tok
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: When I started in program I had post its w al anon slogans all over my house
🟣 Violet: [Photo of an ornament reading “God, Grant Me Serenity”]
🟣 Violet: Gift from a good program friend
🟣 Violet: She lost her ex husband and son to the disease
🟣 Violet: I still repeat the serenity prayer often especially when I can’t calm my brain
🟣 Violet: [Photo of the Serenity Prayer on Violet’s refrigerator]
🟣 Violet: On my fridge
🟣 Violet: [Photo of an Al-Anon reading]
🟣 Violet: Someone posted this is an al anon group today it’s one of my favorite readings
🟣 Violet: I also went to my meeting before I went line dancing on Tuesday keeps me so grateful
🟣 Violet: I’m grateful that we met
🟡 Jack: I’m grateful that we met, too. (And that you’re not afraid to be different)
🟣 Violet: Different from what?
🟡 Jack: What I’m accustomed to?
🟣 Violet: I don’t know how to be anything other than just me I know I’m not for everybody but I don’t have to be
🟣 Violet: Well that’s an interesting question who/what are you accustomed to?
🟡 Jack: I just appreciate you being yourself. It’s refreshing.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I should make some hot tea and write a resume
🟣 Violet: I’m drinking egg nog and watching home alone
🟡 Jack: The first one? That’s the only good one.
🟣 Violet: Yes, agreed. Have you ever watched The Good Place? It is one of my favorite shows of all time
🟡 Jack: Yes, that’s a great show — I love the ethics/philosophy professor character (can’t think of his name)
🟣 Violet: Chili
🟡 Jack: [reacted 👍 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Chidi
🟣 Violet: I could never get my kids to watch it but I’ve been thinking about rewatching it
🟣 Violet: I loved chidi too
🟡 Jack: Have you seen AP Bio on Netflix — it also has a ethics/philosophy professor as the protagonist and it’s a similar style comedy
🟣 Violet: [redacted] watched it but no I haven’t
Chapter 12 | Care, Crisis, and Control | December 14–22, 2024
🟣 Violet: [Link: church web site]
Dec 14, 2024 — 1:01 PM
🟡 Jack: [Link: [church website]]
Dec 17, 2024 — 8:29 PM
🟣 Violet: [Event link]
🟡 Jack: Booo — I wanted to go, but I can only make it to the Sunday show and it’s sold out. I’m adding this to my 2025 calendar though so I don’t forget.
🟡 Jack: Thank you!
🟣 Violet: So I might have an extra ticket for Sunday
🟣 Violet: If you are interested
🟡 Jack: I am thoroughly interested!!
🟡 Jack: I can venmo you
🟣 Violet: All my kids are going
🟣 Violet: And [redacted] and [redacted]
🟡 Jack: You’re making me smile
🟡 Jack: I’m excited. It’s been a long day.
🟣 Violet: I just need to know for sure
🟣 Violet: [Calendar screenshot]
🟣 Violet: Guess you need a ride?
🟡 Jack: I can walk from work. It’s not far.
🟡 Jack: Or if you’d like to pick me up…I’d be good with that too
🟣 Violet: I can pick you up
🟣 Violet: Let my day for me too my mom is in the hospital
🟣 Violet: Long day
🟡 Jack: Oh no — I hope she is ok.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😢 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: She is definitely not ok
🟡 Jack: [reacted 👍 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: But physically not so bad
🟡 Jack: Would you rather pick me up from work at 515 or at home around 630
🟣 Violet: Either is fine
🟡 Jack: I’ll just plan to walk home and shower after work. I can be ready by 630. Thanks for thinking of me.
🟣 Violet: I can give you a ride home from work
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😂 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: There’s no way you can walk home and shower that quick I know you
🟡 Jack: [address redacted]
🟣 Violet: I know where it is
🟡 Jack: It would be tight but I’m pretty good under pressure.
🟣 Violet: That is the complete opposite vibe to [redacted]
🟡 Jack: I’ve been walking it in about 50 minutes — but you’re probably right
🟣 Violet: Of course I am
🟡 Jack: Oh, you got jokes, too, huh
🟡 Jack: I’m sure I’ll smell better if you pick me up and I’m not drenched in sweat
🟣 Violet: Who says I’m planning to smell you
🟣 Violet: I just don’t want to be late for the show
🟡 Jack: Here I was thinking you wanted to watch me shower.
🟡 Jack: << Silly me.
🟣 Violet: You are silly
🟣 Violet: [Photo from a basketball arena]
🟣 Violet: Look at me out late on a weeknight
🟣 Violet: I think you want me to watch you shower
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s photo]
🟡 Jack: I’m vicariously living through you and your adventures, while I sit here with cats that don’t like me.
🟣 Violet: I know you’re jealous
🟣 Violet: Your cats like me better than you
🟣 Violet: I will be very tired at work tomorrow but oh well
🟣 Violet: [Photo of a T-shirt]
🟣 Violet: Even got a free t shirt
🟡 Jack: I’m in the online AA and I don’t want to talk about my beliefs about God after listening to everyone else — blah
🟡 Jack: And there’s no t-shirt
🟣 Violet: I kissed my meeting tonight for 2 basketball games at least you showed up
🟣 Violet: Missed
🟡 Jack: Day 19 — and I’m ready for bed. Talk more tomorrow. Thanks for the encouragement.
🟡 Jack: And the unexpected ticket to [redacted]! You’re pretty rad.
🟣 Violet: I know
🟣 Violet: And for the record it doesn’t matter what you believe about god
🟣 Violet: As long as you know you’re not in control
🟣 Violet: If you ever need a ride home from work I’m not far and you’re on my way home
🟡 Jack: thanks again — let’s talk more soon.
Dec 19, 2024 — 5:22 PM
🟡 Jack: Hope you had a great day! I’m excited about [redacted]. About to make some leftovers for dinner and just wanted to shoot you a text.
Dec 19, 2024 — 7:03 PM
🟣 Violet: It was OK. I’m also looking forward to Sunday.
🟣 Violet: Dreading next week because I think I’m gonna have to go up back up to [redacted] my mom’s in the hospital
Dec 20, 2024 — 7:27 PM
🟡 Jack: I can understand why you’d feel that way. It doesn’t feel like you’ve gotten to rest and just watch a slow sunset much lately.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: No but tomorrow is one of my favorite days of the year we have a great solstice service. It gives me hope to get through the winter to see the light slowly returning.
Dec 21, 2024 — 5:52 AM
🟣 Violet: [reacted ❤️ to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I rarely meet anyone who even thinks about the winter solstice. It’s one of my favorite days of the year — reminding me that even darkness has limits on how much it can take before it can take no more.
Dec 21, 2024 — 10:16 AM
🟣 Violet: One of my favorite solstice poems;
I cannot tell you
how the light comes.
What I know
is that it is more ancient
than imagining.
That it travels
across an astounding expanse
to reach us.
That it loves
searching out
what is hidden
what is lost
what is forgotten
or in peril
or in pain.
That it has a fondness
for the body
for finding its way
toward flesh
for tracing the edges
of form
for shining forth
through the eye,
the hand,
the heart.
I cannot tell you
how the light comes,
but that it does.
That it will.
That it works its way
into the deepest dark
that enfolds you,
though it may seem
long ages in coming
or arrive in a shape
you did not foresee.
And so
may we this day
turn ourselves toward it.
May we lift our faces
to let it find us.
May we bend our bodies
to follow the arc it makes.
May we open
and open more
and open still
to the blessed light
that comes.
(Jan Richardson)
Dec 22, 2024 — 3:08 PM
🟡 Jack: That name sounds super familiar, but I can’t place it.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 👍 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: She’s a Methodist minister
🟡 Jack: Are you still good to pick me up in a bit?
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Sure
🟡 Jack: That would make absolute sense
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Good. Excited to experience [redacted] with you.
🟣 Violet: I’ll be there at 5:15
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😂 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: And no comments about my outfit
Dec 22, 2024 — 5:13 PM
🟡 Jack: Just finished up
Dec 22, 2024 — 6:43 PM
🟣 Violet: [Photo of an excerpt from a Jan Richardson poem/blessing]
🟡 Jack: Have you seen AP Bio on Netflix — it also has a ethics/philosophy professor as the protagonist and it’s a similar style comedy
🟣 Violet: [redacted] watched it but no I haven’t
Chapter 13 | Jerry and the Portal | December 23–29, 2024
Dec 23, 2024 — 6:58 AM
🟣 Violet: Are you alive
🟣 Violet: I dreamed that you died
Dec 23, 2024 — 8:19 AM
🟣 Violet: It was really vivid
Dec 23, 2024 — 1:17 PM
🟣 Violet: I know it’s silly but just let me know you’re still breathing k?
Dec 23, 2024 — 6:39 PM
🟡 Jack: I’m alive but I woke up to an incriminating text against my ex
🟡 Jack: I also took a covid test this am — but it was negative. I feel like shit.
🟣 Violet: Well, I’m glad you’re not dead. Sorry you’re sick.
🟣 Violet: In my dream, I thought there was a good chance that she murdered you
Dec 23, 2024 — 8:45 PM
🟡 Jack: I’m still breathing. It was sooooo busy at work today!
🟡 Jack: I think it’s just a head cold or allergies — I had a mild headache all day yesterday but it seems to have lifted today.
🟣 Violet: You better not have gotten me sick for Christmas
🟡 Jack: I may have but it was worth it.
🟡 Jack: 🙂
🟣 Violet: Was it? Lol
🟡 Jack: Yes, it was. Certainly.
🟡 Jack: Are you off tomorrow?
🟣 Violet: Work until 2pm
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Oh yeah. We discussed this. I get off at 3p
🟣 Violet: Do you want a ride home
🟣 Violet: Im doing the gym for a bit after work
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Ummm…sure, that would be nice!
Dec 24, 2024 — 2:58 PM
🟣 Violet: Didn’t get to the gym but I’m leaving work now
🟡 Jack: I’m off early… so I just started walking towards [redacted park]
🟡 Jack: If you want to get your workout in, I don’t mind walking. It’s nice out.
🟣 Violet: Where r u
Dec 27, 2024 — 9:13 PM
🟣 Violet: Hope your Christmas went well. I’m missing my portal can you send me a video of yours?
Dec 28, 2024 — 10:31 AM
🟡 Jack: 30 Days! Wahoo!
🟡 Jack: I will send you the portal if you come through it to give me a hug
🟣 Violet: Congrats 👏
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Would love to
🟣 Violet: Rather be anywhere but this hospital
🟡 Jack: Apparently they just took my Granny to the hospital too — she was supposed to come down with my Mom & Stepdad today. Blah
🟣 Violet: Oh no sorry
🟣 Violet: [Photo of sunset from an airplane]
🟣 Violet: Got some great sunset shots on my flight
🟡 Jack: It looks like a blanket of snow down below
🟣 Violet: Luckily just clouds
🟡 Jack: I want it to snow ass-deep — but all we have is rain today.
🟣 Violet: It’s raining here too
Dec 28, 2024 — 6:41 PM
🟣 Violet: [Song link: Brandi Carlile — Hard Way Home]
🟡 Jack: Finally, I am sending you the portal. Donkey dick day over here.
🟡 Jack: [Video attachment: red portal/light effect]
🟣 Violet: Ok this is frightening are you in hell?
🟣 Violet: How’s granny?
🟡 Jack: I’m pretty sure I’ve been here… colder than I imagined, though. She’s in a room and stable the last update I got.
🟡 Jack: Too afraid to call and ask
🟣 Violet: Do you know why she was admitted?
🟡 Jack: They are going to admit her. It will be about another 1/2 waiting on the next doctor to come on board. Just to be on the safe side. Her enzymes from her troponin test still elevated.
🟡 Jack: Not sure what that means…
🟣 Violet: Cardiac stuff
🟣 Violet: How old is she?
🟡 Jack: Born in 1938
🟡 Jack: 86?
🟡 Jack: I’ve made dinner for her… and mom and [redacted]… now I’m just sitting here with too much food … in my mind and not hungry
🟡 Jack: I*
🟣 Violet: That blows
🟣 Violet: My mom looks so bad they want to make her a DNR and they all think I am her granddaughter
🟡 Jack: Ugh… sounds like donkey dicks all around
🟡 Jack: Except how good your ass looks
🟣 Violet: Did you hide cameras in my hotel room? Lol
🟡 Jack: I used the portal
🟡 Jack: Put on some clothes
🟣 Violet: [Photo of Violet wearing pajama bottoms]
🟣 Violet: Got my jammies on!
🟡 Jack: Omg… now I’m hungry 🫣🥵
🟡 Jack: Come here to me.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Haven’t stopped thinking about waking up with you pressed up against me
🟡 Jack: I wouldn’t mind adding to the list of thoughts you think about me
🟣 Violet: Oh yeah?
🟡 Jack: Yes. I have an active imagination.
🟡 Jack: Would love to release some tension just by holding you tonight.
🟡 Jack: And waking you up before the sun rises
🟣 Violet: Oh my
🟣 Violet: And I forgot to bring any toys 🤦♀️
🟣 Violet: I also have a vivid imagination
🟣 Violet: I’m full of ideas of what I’d like to do to you
🟡 Jack: We should compare notes when you get back.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Since you don’t have any toys, you may be super excited to see me. 😘
🟣 Violet: Oh don’t worry I can improvise
🟣 Violet: But regardless I’d be excited to see you
🟣 Violet: You know how wet you make me
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Are you planning to stay a while longer
🟣 Violet: Coming home tomorrow
🟡 Jack: I’d be excited to see you, too.
🟣 Violet: I want to taste you
🟡 Jack: Mmmmm…I would love that. I wanted to rip that dress off of you the other night and bend you over the couch. 🤦♂️
🟣 Violet: Why didn’t you?
🟣 Violet: Literally my favorite position
🟡 Jack: You’re going to turn me into an animal if you keep it up
🟣 Violet: Going to? Now my feelings are hurt
🟣 Violet: So you want me to stop?
🟣 Violet: Or do you want to hear about how I want to ride your cock?
🟡 Jack: You’re such a naughty girl…I had no idea
🟡 Jack: You may need a spanking
🟡 Jack: I’m certain you do
🟣 Violet: Definitely
🟣 Violet: Bend me over your lap
🟡 Jack: When are you coming home
🟣 Violet: [reacted ❤️ to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Omg… I need to be inside of you, now
🟡 Jack: You can wear those pj bottoms… 🥵
🟣 Violet: Tomorrow
🟣 Violet: Only the bottoms?
🟡 Jack: Only the bottoms
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Can’t wait to feel your hands on my ass
🟡 Jack: Tomorrow. Sweet dreams, beautiful.
🟣 Violet: [reacted ❤️ to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: 😘
Dec 29, 2024 — 6:40 PM
🟡 Jack: Sunday Funday would be more fun if you were here. Hope it was a leisurely travel day.
🟣 Violet: Not yet flight delayed 🙁
🟣 Violet: [redacted] airport not so much fun
🟡 Jack: That sucks. Put your feet up and people watch, like normal people.
🟣 Violet: That’s what I’m doing but I’d rather be home
Dec 29, 2024 — 7:53 PM
🟣 Violet: It’s so warm today I am sweaty and stinky finally getting on the plane
🟡 Jack: [reacted 💗 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: If you were here I’d give you a shower. Looks like it’s going to be warm again tomorrow.
🟣 Violet: Promise?
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Absolutely. I need one, too! And showers are better together.
🟣 Violet: May be late?
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I’ll warm the towels when you land.
🟣 Violet: Should be landing by 10
🟣 Violet: My ass is so ready to be there
🟡 Jack: Wahoo! Welcome home. 😘
🟡 Jack: I’m still writing like I have been all day — it’s been my form of escape from thinking about granny.
🟣 Violet: How is she?
🟡 Jack: okay for now — waiting on a ecg tomorrow
🟣 Violet: Made it home
🟡 Jack: come inside!
🟣 Violet: Omw
🟣 Violet: 😭
🟣 Violet: Using the portal
Chapter 14 | Distract Me, Jack Stallings | December 30, 2024–January 6, 2025
Jan 1, 2025 — 11:42 AM
🟡 Jack: I was asleep before the ball dropped
🟣 Violet: [reacted ❤️ to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Sober and happy
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s photo]
🟡 Jack: Happy new year!!
🟣 Violet: I stayed up way too late and woke up way too early nap time 💤
Jan 3, 2025 — 7:28 PM
🟡 Jack: Happy Friday! How was the rest of your week?
🟣 Violet: It was good enough but definitely glad it’s Friday. How are you? How’s granny?
Jan 3, 2025 — 9:40 PM
🟡 Jack: I’m pretty good. Granny is good. Mom and [redacted] are coming to visit tomorrow, so I’ve been cleaning a bit.
🟡 Jack: I may be delaying my writing by cleaning. Blah.. 😉
🟣 Violet: I’m delaying cleaning by reading.
🟣 Violet: The kids have trashed the house and forgotten to take the trash out 2 weeks in a row.
🟡 Jack: How are your folks?
🟡 Jack: Ewwww stinky.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 🫠 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Same mom finally got to rehab then threw a fit about it dad is still moving down next week.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Looking forward to having him and also seeing my sister.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😮 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Are you still shooting for your 1/6 deadline?
Jan 4, 2025 — 12:25 AM
🟣 Violet: [Video]
🟡 Jack: [reacted 💗 to Violet’s video]
🟡 Jack: It’s optimistic, but I’m still planning on it.
Jan 4, 2025 — 7:39 AM
🟣 Violet: You got this.
Jan 4, 2025 — 2:56 PM
🟣 Violet: But if you need some distraction… 🍑
Jan 4, 2025 — 7:12 PM
🟡 Jack: Mmmmmm — peaches!!
🟡 Jack: I’m plowing away still …I feel like I need a nap.
Jan 4, 2025 — 8:58 PM
🟣 Violet: I took a delicious nap today watching Wicked again.
🟡 Jack: But that’s probably a bad idea at 7p.
🟣 Violet: I hope you didn’t nap at 7 PM. You’ll be up all night.
Jan 5, 2025 — 1:09 PM
🟡 Jack: I slept like a rock last night and didn’t wake up until 11am — just in time to make it to work.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Wow I’m jealous, taking my after service and brunch nap now.
Jan 5, 2025 — 3:46 PM
🟡 Jack: We’ve been slammed at work — everyone getting ready for their new years resolutions.
🟣 Violet: Right church was packed too lol.
🟡 Jack: I guess folks have decided to run to church.
🟣 Violet: Everybody goes back to church and the gym in January.
Jan 5, 2025 — 7:17 PM
🟣 Violet: Hope the writing is going well.
Jan 6, 2025 — 12:33 PM
🟣 Violet: 👄
🟣 Violet: 👅🍆💦
Jan 6, 2025 — 3:36 PM
🟣 Violet: 🍑👏🏻
Jan 6, 2025 — 6:52 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Is there something I can help you with this evening?
🟡 Jack: I don’t get off until 715… ☹️
🟣 Violet: 🥞👀
🟣 Violet: I’m still at work.
🟣 Violet: 😈
🟣 Violet: You tell me.
🟡 Jack: I’d enjoy the company!
🟡 Jack: Leaving work now.
🟣 Violet: Do you need a ride?
🟡 Jack: Sure. I.
🟣 Violet: Leaving the garage now.
🟡 Jack: I’m almost at your work.
🟡 Jack: [Identifying intersection redacted]
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😉 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: [Identifying intersection corrected]
🟡 Jack: I’ll wait here.
🟣 Violet: I’m at the light.
Chapter 15 | Thread a Needle | January 7–22, 2025
Jan 7, 2025 — 8:20 AM
🟣 Violet: Thanks for dinner and thanks for the 🍆 hope you slept well.
Jan 7, 2025 — 12:12 PM
🟡 Jack: I slept like a baby and wondered where you were when I woke up. Hope you have a good day!
🟡 Jack: [reacted 🫠 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I covered you up and kissed you goodbye. I thought I might wake you up trying to find my clothes but you were out like a light. Happy sunny Tuesday, stay warm 😊
Jan 10, 2025 — 1:39 PM
🟣 Violet: Are you working today?
Jan 10, 2025 — 3:22 PM
🟡 Jack: I just got off a while ago. Going to get snowed in with a friend. Did your dad get moved?
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😉 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: My mom’s not getting out of rehab till the 21st so he’s gonna stay one more week.
🟣 Violet: They closed our office at 3 o’clock today. Heading home to make chili.
Jan 20, 2025 — 4:56 PM
🟣 Violet: I hope you are well.
Jan 21, 2025 — 2:57 PM
🟡 Jack: I am. I hope you are too.
🟡 Jack: It’s so cold.
🟣 Violet: I’ve been better, but I did take a 4 mile walk in the woods today.
Jan 21, 2025 — 6:26 PM
🟡 Jack: That sounds relaxing. Near your house?
🟣 Violet: Walked [trail and city redacted] on the lake w a friend.
🟣 Violet: It was cold but also really refreshing been under a ridiculous amount of stress.
Jan 22, 2025 — 5:07 PM
🟡 Jack: I’ve been there once before. It’s such a great spot. I’m glad you had some time to refresh.
🟣 Violet: I was feeling great afterward and even had therapy this morning and a 2 hr work delay. Silly me for thinking the rest of today couldn’t be worse than any in the last week 😢 can’t seem to catch a break thank goodness for the mental health shelf and Al Anon.
Jan 22, 2025 — 7:17 PM
🟡 Jack: I hear you! I had a therapy appointment on my way home from work this evening. It was good, but it’s been a tough few weeks.
🟣 Violet: We should compare notes I might have ya beat this time.
🟡 Jack: I wouldn’t wish that on anyone…but yes, we should compare notes.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 🫠 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Our [destination] trip got postponed but I am really looking forward to [destination] for my birthday, have about 9 days for shit to stop sucking donkey dicks 🤞🏻
🟡 Jack: 9 days should be plenty of time for DD to cease being sucked.
🟣 Violet: You’d think so but I’m also afraid that’s also too much time for more DD to be sucked.
🟣 Violet: That’s the way it’s going.
🟡 Jack: Are you sure you don’t enjoy sucking DD?
🟣 Violet: Just BDs lol.
🟡 Jack: Would that make you feel better?
🟣 Violet: Couldn’t make me feel worse.
🟡 Jack: Happy to help. 😉
🟣 Violet: Give me your best offer.
🟡 Jack: Thread a needle for me?
🟣 Violet: Wait do you know what that means?
🟣 Violet: That might be difficult 🫠
🟡 Jack: I’m speaking quite literally —
🟣 Violet: Why are you so weird lol.
🟡 Jack: [Image with song lyrics]
🟡 Jack: Because.
🟡 Jack: I just am.
🟣 Violet: Ain’t no better time than today.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I told my therapist that death is my higher power. I came to that realization this week after thinking more about it and talking to my new AA sponsor.
🟣 Violet: That’s the least weird thing I’ve ever heard you say.
🟡 Jack: It needs a little explanation.
🟣 Violet: I’d love to hear it but I think I get it.
🟡 Jack: Yeah.
🟣 Violet: Do I have to wait until after threading the needle to hear this explanation?
🟡 Jack: I figure you should begin threading the needle while I attempt an explanation.
🟣 Violet: That sound like a lot of multitasking I might need to concentrate.
🟡 Jack: Are you prepared for that?
🟣 Violet: Definitely not who needs preparation.
🟡 Jack: I was trying to find a dental floss threader to help but unfortunately I didn’t have one.
🟣 Violet: What are you doing with this needle???
🟡 Jack: Are you wanting to come thread the needle tonight? Or tomorrow? I’m trying to patch a hole in my computer bag with old socks.
🟣 Violet: That might be the saddest thing you’ve ever said to me.
🟣 Violet: I can adapt to your needle threading needs.
🟣 Violet: Are you having a needle threading emergency?
🟡 Jack: I would enjoy taking care of it — but I don’t want to put you out.
🟡 Jack: I do have an early start in the morning. Would tomorrow evening be best?
🟡 Jack: [reacted 🫠 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: If your old socks can wait I guess I can too.
🟣 Violet: But if tomorrow sucks more DDs it will be all your fault.
🟡 Jack: At least we’ll fix the hole.
🟣 Violet: Hopefully more than one.
🟡 Jack: Oh my my my.
🟣 Violet: You’ll definitely need to rest up.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I’m going to dream happy thoughts for sure.
🟣 Violet: Then definitely don’t Google threading a needle lol.
🟡 Jack: i shouldn’t have
🟣 Violet: I tried to tell you…
🟣 Violet: I assume you still have my butt pic…
🟡 Jack: You enjoy making it hard for me to sleep.
🟣 Violet: You’re the one who keeps me awake.
🟡 Jack: I don’t think that’s the case.
🟡 Jack: Maybe I should take another butt pic just in case.
🟣 Violet: I’m lying here naked and not sleeping.
🟡 Jack: You should come here and not sleep, while naked, instead!
🟣 Violet: Thought you could wait until tomorrow.
🟡 Jack: I don’t think I should.
🟣 Violet: Why is that?
🟡 Jack: The hole will just get bigger.
🟣 Violet: That’s true.
🟡 Jack: I’m on the phone with [redacted] — get your ass over here.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Yes sir.
🟣 Violet: OMW.
🟡 Jack: I’ll unlock the door.
Chapter 16 | The Birthday Scene Buildup | January 23–February 7, 2025
Jan 23, 2025 — 8:44 PM
🟣 Violet: Hope you got your holes fixed.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I’m working on it now while I talk to [redacted].
🟣 Violet: Gotta see this masterpiece.
🟡 Jack: It’s gonna take a bit of time.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: As all masterpieces do.
Jan 24, 2025 — 8:34 PM
🟣 Violet: [Photo: plated meal]
🟡 Jack: [reacted 💗 to Violet’s photo]
🟣 Violet: Not the masterpiece I was expecting.
🟣 Violet: [Video: live jazz performance]
🟡 Jack: That bassist!!! Fucking killin’ it!! Is that at [venue redacted]?
🟣 Violet: [Venue redacted]
🟡 Jack: You beasted my masterpiece.
🟣 Violet: [Photo with friends at the performance]
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s photo]
🟡 Jack: Look at all y’all — lovely as ever.
🟣 Violet: How did you know I’m not wearing any panties?
🟡 Jack: Do you ever?
🟣 Violet: 😘
🟣 Violet: I have some cute undies.
🟣 Violet: You’d know that if you didn’t spend so much time trying to get me naked.
🟡 Jack: You don’t keep them on long when you’re around me.
🟣 Violet: Surely you’re not complaining.
Jan 26, 2025 — 6:46 PM
🟣 Violet: Did you get to see the kids today?
Jan 27, 2025 — 12:34 PM
🟣 Violet: [reacted ❤️ to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I did. It was the absolute best. I think they’ve both grown 3 inches each.
Jan 29, 2025 — 9:26 PM
🟣 Violet: Did you ever finish your sewing project?
Jan 30, 2025 — 6:38 PM
🟡 Jack: Nope, but I hope to soon.
🟡 Jack: How are things your way?
🟣 Violet: Let me know if you need any help.
🟣 Violet: I’m bracing myself for my birthday.
🟣 Violet: But I’m good.
Jan 30, 2025 — 8:06 PM
🟣 Violet: [Photo: Violet wearing a floral lingerie set]
🟣 Violet: My bday gift for myself arrived today it even has panties.
Jan 31, 2025 — 5:16 PM
🟡 Jack: Oh my my my!! That looks like a birthday gift for me!
🟣 Violet: I don’t think it will fit you.
🟡 Jack: No? Are you sure? Lol.
🟡 Jack: When do I get to celebrate with you?
🟣 Violet: [Photo: beach sunset]
🟡 Jack: [reacted 🫠 to Violet’s photo]
🟣 Violet: You can borrow it as long as you don’t stretch it out.
🟣 Violet: My first [destination] sunset.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s additional photo]
🟡 Jack: That is absolutely breathtaking!!! I don’t think I’d ever come home.
🟣 Violet: [Two photos: sunset selfie and beach]
🟣 Violet: Tomorrow should be even better we will be horseback trail riding on the island of [location redacted].
🟡 Jack: I’m so glad that you’re getting this experience. You deserve it. Please continue sending all of the amazing pics you want.
🟣 Violet: Within a week I’m celebrating my 22nd Al Anon anniversary, a milestone birthday and officially being a divorcee. Whole new chapter.
🟡 Jack: Watch out world! She’s getting her groove back.
🟣 Violet: I’ll be back Tuesday.
🟡 Jack: I work until 715 on Tuesday and will likely leave Wednesday after work to go pay for my speeding ticket on Thanksgiving up in [location redacted]. Maybe we can hang out Thur/Fri next week?
🟣 Violet: Sounds good.
🟣 Violet: Friday would probably be better but I won’t know for sure til next week today was my mom’s first day in rehab have to see how she is doing when I get home.
Jan 31, 2025 — 7:47 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted 🫠 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Don’t worry I packed my 🌹.
Feb 1, 2025 — 10:20 PM
🟣 Violet: [Two photos: Violet on a beach swing and the shoreline]
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s photo]
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s photo]
🟡 Jack: Swinging in paradise!!
🟣 Violet: [Location redacted] is definitely an island paradise!
🟣 Violet: [Three photos: small plane flight, aerial island view and helmeted beach selfie]
Feb 2, 2025 — 8:22 AM
🟡 Jack: Those little prop planes are a little scary I would’ve worn the helmet in there. 😆
🟣 Violet: The pilot took our photo while he was taxiing the plane.
Feb 2, 2025 — 7:35 PM
🟣 Violet: [Photo: tropical sunset]
Feb 6, 2025 — 11:03 AM
🟣 Violet: Patiently waiting for my birthday 👏🏻🍑
Feb 6, 2025 — 1:30 PM
🟡 Jack: I enjoy knowing that you’re waiting patiently!!
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I still might need to tie you up.
🟡 Jack: 50 👋 🍑 may take a bit.
🟣 Violet: You know I’m lying 🥺
Feb 7, 2025 — 6:58 PM
🟣 Violet: [Sticker: “SWEATIN’”]
🟡 Jack: I crashed after work…
🟡 Jack: Want to come over at 9.
🟡 Jack: My allergies!!@
🟣 Violet: Was beginning to think you were making me sweat on purpose lol.
🟡 Jack: Maybe…I was.
🟣 Violet: Well I’ll be over when I am ready lol.
🟡 Jack: Come when you can, I’m gonna make something quick to eat.
🟣 Violet: Still have to figure out what to wear I’m still naked from my shower.
🟡 Jack: Yum.
🟡 Jack: That’s enough.
🟣 Violet: It’s pretty warm out.
🟡 Jack: Yes, it is.
🟡 Jack: I just turned on the AC.
🟣 Violet: We will definitely need it lol.
🟣 Violet: You don’t think I’ll do it.
🟡 Jack: I hope you do.
🟡 Jack: Yes, we will.
🟣 Violet: You’re such a bad influence.
🟣 Violet: 🧘♂️😍
🟡 Jack: [reacted 💗 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: See you in a bit.
Feb 7, 2025 — 9:07 PM
🟣 Violet: OMW.
🟡 Jack: The door is unlocked.
🟡 Jack: Lock it behind you.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I’m going to wear your 🍑 out.
🟣 Violet: I’m delighted that you’re so well rested.
Chapter 17 | The Plates of Life | February 8–March 20, 2025
Feb 8, 2025 — 5:41 PM
🟡 Jack: Me too.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Don’t forget to eat your cake.
Feb 9, 2025 — 3:29 PM
🟣 Violet: Hope you are enjoying this gorgeous day with your boys.
Feb 10, 2025 — 5:04 PM
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😉 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: 72 felt hot as blazes but we had a lovely afternoon.
Feb 11, 2025 — 6:59 PM
🟣 Violet: Do you have a ride home?
🟡 Jack: I walked. Thank you, though. How has your week been so far?
🟣 Violet: Brr it’s so cold 🥶 got to my meeting tonight so I’m good.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Agreed. It was a nasty cold day. I plan to go to my meeting tonight, too. Then a long hump day tomorrow!!
Feb 13, 2025 — 9:30 PM
🟣 Violet: Between the full moon yesterday and the sunset tonight I am super 😈 can’t stop thinking about last time.
Feb 13, 2025 — 10:35 PM
🟣 Violet: That sigh when you sink your cock deep.
Feb 17, 2025 — 8:42 PM
🟡 Jack: I was out for the count this weekend. Not sure if it was sinuses or a virus, but I slept like 36 hours straight.
🟡 Jack: Obviously the full moon hit me different. 😭
Feb 18, 2025 — 8:52 AM
🟣 Violet: You missed out.
🟡 Jack: It sounds like I did. Have a good Tuesday.
Feb 21, 2025 — 9:59 PM
🟣 Violet: [Photo: horseback riders at sunset]
Feb 22, 2025 — 12:53 PM
🟡 Jack: The 3 wise women.
🟡 Jack: That sunset looks like a movie ending.
🟣 Violet: This was [location redacted].
Feb 22, 2025 — 3:15 PM
🟡 Jack: Yes, now I see it. I’ve driven over that bridge.
Mar 2, 2025 — 6:22 PM
🟣 Violet: [Photo: sunset over dunes]
Mar 4, 2025 — 8:58 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s photo]
🟣 Violet: I’m chasing sunsets in south Florida this week. How are you?
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s additional photo]
🟡 Jack: I’m doing okay. Just ate dinner after a long day. I’m chasing that beautiful sunset straight to sleep tonight.
🟣 Violet: Me too. Sleep well.
Mar 5, 2025 — 6:55 AM
🟣 Violet: [Photo: daffodil]
Mar 5, 2025 — 8:28 AM
🟡 Jack: Daffodils don’t give a fuck about tornados.
Mar 5, 2025 — 10:37 AM
🟣 Violet: [Photo: windy selfie at lighthouse]
🟣 Violet: Wish I could say the same about my hair 🤣🌬️💨
Mar 13, 2025 — 6:26 PM
🟣 Violet: Hope you are doing well. Can we chat sometime soon?
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s photo]
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I’m doing well. Trying to balance the plates of life. I would love to chat soon. Maybe this weekend?
🟣 Violet: I’m around this weekend. Are you working?
🟡 Jack: I’m working tomorrow and Sunday. I’m supposed to have the boys all day Saturday, but Saturday evening would probably work best for me.
🟣 Violet: [reacted ❤️ to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Saturday evening would be good.
Mar 15, 2025 — 10:23 AM
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Picking up the boys now. I should be back home tonight around 6–6:30.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😉😉 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I’m taking kiddos to the [activity/location redacted] this afternoon.
Mar 15, 2025 — 7:04 PM
🟣 Violet: We are home. Did you have a good day with the kids?
🟡 Jack: We had a great day, but I’m beat. How was the [activity/location redacted]?
🟣 Violet: [reacted ❤️ to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: We didn’t make it, but we still had a good day.
🟡 Jack: Can we reschedule for a night later this upcoming week?
🟡 Jack: I made spaghetti for dinner… it was delicious.
🟣 Violet: I just wanted to chat. It’s been a while. I know you have a lot going on, so just let me know.
Mar 15, 2025 — 8:29 PM
🟣 Violet: [Song link: Skuff Micksun — SLOWLY]
🟣 Violet: I really like the acoustic version but the video is also really great.
🟣 Violet: [Song link: Skuff Micksun — Slowly (Acoustic)]
Mar 19, 2025 — 1:26 PM
🟣 Violet: Hope you are enjoying this weather. How’s the rest of your week look?
🟡 Jack: It’s such an incredibly beautiful [location redacted] spring day!! I’m about to get off work and head to my class for the evening. (Not sure why but I’m just seeing your song recommendation). I’m digging it and I know that my oldest will.
🟡 Jack: I’m free tomorrow evening if that works for you. I get off at 2:30 so I could do as early or as late as you wanted. Look forward to catching up soon!
Mar 19, 2025 — 3:44 PM
🟣 Violet: Just got back from a delightful walk on the greenway 😎 Tomorrow evening works. I can head over right after I get off at 5.
🟡 Jack: I enjoyed the walk from work to substance class—everything is in bloom!
🟡 Jack: Tomorrow after 5 sounds good. We can go get tacos at [restaurant redacted].
🟡 Jack: We*
Mar 20, 2025 — 5:15 PM
🟣 Violet: Leaving work now.
🟡 Jack: Just got home and took a shower.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😉 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: See you in a few.
Chapter 18 | Unlocked Doors | March 21–April 11, 2025
Mar 22, 2025 — 7:08 PM
🟣 Violet: Don’t be a stranger. You owe me some morning 🍆
Mar 25, 2025 — 9:23 PM
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Yes, I do. 😘
Mar 27, 2025 — 5:12 PM
🟣 Violet: You know I have lots of ideas 😉
Mar 28, 2025 — 7:19 PM
🟡 Jack: Promise to share?
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Maybe if you behave yourself.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I promise to share if you do. I know you have ideas too.
🟡 Jack: You know I do.
🟡 Jack: I’ve been lazy since I got home from work.
🟣 Violet: [redacted] and I are at the [event redacted].
🟡 Jack: That sounds fun. Any fireworks tonight?
🟡 Jack: I need to take the boys this year.
🟣 Violet: Yep.
🟣 Violet: Every Friday home game.
🟡 Jack: What inning is it in? May take the drone up to catch the fireworks.
🟣 Violet: [reacted ❤️ to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Top of the 5th.
🟣 Violet: It’s a beautiful night.
🟡 Jack: It’s so nice out. Feels like the beach at night.
🟣 Violet: It’s a little windy. Hope you dressed warm.
🟣 Violet: I did not.
🟡 Jack: Can’t be as cold as when we ate empanadas.
🟡 Jack: I decided on a bath instead.
🟣 Violet: Not that windy, but still a little chilly, and I did not prepare. My dress was perfect for the warm afternoon.
🟣 Violet: Bubbles??
🟡 Jack: No panties?
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👎 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: No bubbles.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 🫠 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Wouldn’t you like to know.
🟣 Violet: You have a good imagination.
🟡 Jack: I appreciate the compliment. It helps me escape the monotonous boredom of life.
🟣 Violet: Yw.
Mar 29, 2025 — 11:20 AM
🟡 Jack: Would you like to share ideas tonight?
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: No, I’d love to. Let’s put our heads together 😘
Mar 29, 2025 — 1:05 PM
🟣 Violet: [Video: choir rehearsal]
Mar 29, 2025 — 6:42 PM
🟣 Violet: Last Sunday.
🟡 Jack: My theme song.
🟡 Jack: Rocky IV was the best Rocky.
🟣 Violet: I’m partial to III.
🟡 Jack: Everyone knows it’s: 4, 1, 3, 2.
🟣 Violet: I used to live three blocks from the [location redacted]. You can’t tell me anything about Rocky.
🟣 Violet: I have a surprise for you.
🟡 Jack: Are you coming to see me?
🟡 Jack: I’ve watched Rocky 4 more times than you. Guaranteed.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 🫠 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Of course you have. You’re a middle-aged white guy. 🫠
🟣 Violet: Just got out of the shower.
🟣 Violet: Trying to figure out what to wear.
🟡 Jack: I’m going to walk to the store right quick.
🟡 Jack: 😘
🟡 Jack: Wear something comfy.
🟣 Violet: Heading back there shortly.
🟣 Violet: Over.
🟣 Violet: Let me know when you’re home.
🟣 Violet: I’m here. Where are you???
🟣 Violet: How far did you walk?
🟣 Violet: Do you need me to come get you?
Apr 5, 2025 — 7:23 PM
🟣 Violet: [Photo: sunset through the trees]
🟣 Violet: Spring and Summer sunsets in my backyard are incredible.
Apr 6, 2025 — 9:48 AM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s photo]
🟡 Jack: I agree with that statement. I need to bring my drone.
Apr 6, 2025 — 11:18 AM
🟣 Violet: You’ll have to join me for a walk in the woods.
Apr 7, 2025 — 3:12 PM
🟡 Jack: Is that when you’re going to show me my surprise?
Apr 7, 2025 — 6:42 PM
🟣 Violet: I do love being nude outdoors, but the surprise is more of an inside event lol.
🟣 Violet: Tell me a good evening and we will make it happen.
Apr 10, 2025 — 5:25 AM
🟣 Violet: You need some stress relief.
Apr 10, 2025 — 1:41 PM
🟡 Jack: How did you know? 😉 Maybe tomorrow?
Apr 10, 2025 — 3:38 PM
🟣 Violet: Did I forget to tell you that I’m omniscient?
Apr 10, 2025 — 4:43 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Going to a thing at 8 tomorrow but it shouldn’t be late.
Apr 10, 2025 — 9:43 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Be gentle with yourself tomorrow. Virtual hugs now and long in-person hugs soon.
Apr 11, 2025 — 7:59 AM
🟣 Violet: [Song link: Eye of the Tiger cover]
Apr 11, 2025 — 5:03 PM
🟡 Jack: She canceled mediation at the last minute this week. Blah. I did get to work today though. ☹️
🟡 Jack: Looking forward to seeing you later tonight! Just let me know when you’re heading this way. I won’t fall asleep early. lol
🟣 Violet: [reacted 🫠 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: You have time to take a nap.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Today sucked donkey dicks.
🟡 Jack: You want to make sure I’m rested up for tonight?
🟣 Violet: Can’t rush the surprise. Gotta make it last. 😘
🟡 Jack: Do I get a hint at least?
🟣 Violet: I feel like it should already be super obvious.
🟣 Violet: It was a direct request from you.
🟡 Jack: I have no clue.
🟣 Violet: A lifetime ago.
🟡 Jack: I’m willing to be surprised. See you later!
Apr 11, 2025 — 9:38 PM
🟣 Violet: On my way shortly.
🟡 Jack: Sounds good. I’m relaxing in the tub, but I left the door unlocked. Don’t tell strangers!
🟣 Violet: It’s really cold out.
🟡 Jack: It’s warm in here.
🟣 Violet: Five minutes away.
Chapter 19 | Prove It | April 12–May 9, 2025
Apr 18, 2025 — 6:18 PM
🟣 Violet: [Photo: backyard with hammock and fire pit]
Apr 18, 2025 — 8:20 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s photo]
Apr 19, 2025 — 7:09 PM
🟣 Violet: [Song link: Ella Red — I Like You Best]
Apr 28, 2025 — 12:31 PM
🟣 Violet: Don’t even try to pretend that it’s not your favorite place to be and that you don’t think about it all the time.
Apr 28, 2025 — 5:49 PM
🟡 Jack: Keep running your mouth. You’ll be tied down, gasping, soaked, begging for mercy I’m not giving. You’re mine. And you fucking know it. Might leave the marks this time. So you don’t forget.
🟣 Violet: Prove it.
🟡 Jack: Prove it? 9pm.
Apr 28, 2025 — 9:07 PM
🟣 Violet: I’m here.
🟣 Violet: Guess you’re the one who’s all talk.
Apr 29, 2025 — 8:20 PM
🟣 Violet: How disappointing. Not even bite marks on my ass.
Apr 30, 2025 — 1:12 PM
🟡 Jack: Oh, you got jokes, huh.
🟣 Violet: Well, you promised.
🟣 Violet: You know how forgetful I am.
May 1, 2025 — 7:39 PM
🟣 Violet: I might forget my shoes but never how much I enjoyed every minute of the other night.
May 8, 2025 — 5:42 PM
🟣 Violet: You know you wanna beat my ass again.
🟡 Jack: Do you think it would help you remember to be a good girl?
🟣 Violet: Only one way to find out.
🟡 Jack: I have quite a bit of work to do on my project tonight. Are you able to wait patiently?
🟣 Violet: I can wait, but I can’t promise patience.
🟡 Jack: Do I need to tie you up again?
🟡 Jack: Or can you bring a book to read on the couch?
🟣 Violet: Tough choice.
🟣 Violet: 9?
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: The door will be unlocked.
Chapter 20 | Games We Play | May 9–June 7, 2025
May 9, 2025 — 2:57 PM
🟣 Violet: Hey, I have an extra ticket to [redacted] on Monday at [venue redacted], 7pm, if you’re interested. [redacted] can’t come.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: That sounds awesome! I won’t get off until 7, but I’m happy to come directly.
🟣 Violet: I’ve seen him before. He’s incredible.
May 11, 2025 — 9:29 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I’ve got my rain poncho. I’m ready to get wet and muddy.
May 12, 2025 — 1:49 PM
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😉 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I can meet you there after work. I should be off by 7:15.
May 12, 2025 — 7:48 PM
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😉 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Almost there.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😉 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Gotta hide my bag and change right quick.
🟡 Jack: Here.
🟣 Violet: I’m right here.
🟡 Jack: Gotta walk around.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I love this song!!!!
🟡 Jack: [Shared location redacted]
May 13, 2025 — 7:23 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I hope you survived your long day. I really enjoyed last night, although I was quite distracted during my meeting tonight—instead of contemplating serenity, all I could think about was how I can’t think straight when you press the length of your body against me. I know you know it.
May 14, 2025 — 9:47 AM
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: I can’t help but daydream about you being spread out underneath me either. Thanks again for taking me to see [redacted]!!
May 15, 2025 — 7:52 AM
🟣 Violet: [Image]
May 23, 2025 — 11:05 PM
🟣 Violet: So when are you coming over to go for a walk in the woods and watch the sunset?
May 27, 2025 — 8:26 PM
🟡 Jack: I wish there was a sunset to watch tonight. Stupid rain. Looks like it’s going to be this way for the rest of the week.
May 28, 2025 — 1:07 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: [bell hooks poem excerpt]
May 30, 2025 — 2:27 PM
🟣 Violet: I would love to hear—if you are willing to share—what it is that you want, whether from me, from yourself, or from life. I’m also happy to share.
Jun 4, 2025 — 8:43 PM
🟣 Violet: If I didn’t know better I’d say you forgot how to keep me in line.
Jun 6, 2025 — 8:30 PM
🟣 Violet: Today sucked extra 🐐🍆
🟡 Jack: I’ve been thinking about your question, even if I’ve been silent. My therapist asked a similar one at our last session. While I may not have the answer at the moment, I still know how to keep you in line.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Sorry to hear that. I enjoyed my first Friday off in a while.
🟣 Violet: I don’t know is also an answer.
🟡 Jack: I also really wish I did know the answer.
🟣 Violet: It’s not about answers. It’s about communication.
🟡 Jack: I get overwhelmed with it all and just shut down.
🟣 Violet: If we talked it out, it would not be so overwhelming.
🟡 Jack: If I had answers, we could talk it out.
🟣 Violet: That makes no sense.
🟡 Jack: That’s how I feel.
🟡 Jack: Like I don’t make any sense.
🟣 Violet: I don’t need you to make sense.
🟣 Violet: I need you not to play games with me.
🟡 Jack: I don’t want to play games.
🟣 Violet: That’s how this feels to me. I miss feeling like we were having a lot of fun together.
🟡 Jack: I don’t know how to categorize what we are.
🟣 Violet: I don’t want to be in a category.
🟣 Violet: What I would like is for two mature adults to have open, honest communication, even if we don’t have answers.
🟡 Jack: That’s fair. I think we can do that.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I know you miss me.
🟡 Jack: I do.
🟣 Violet: [Photo: pole fitness]
🟣 Violet: I’ve been busy.
🟡 Jack: Oh my my my.
🟡 Jack: Everything looks good from this angle!
🟣 Violet: I’ve been working out all my frustrations.
🟡 Jack: Is it working?
🟣 Violet: Mostly.
🟡 Jack: Maybe I can help?
🟣 Violet: Can you?
🟡 Jack: Tomorrow night might be best, since you have a difficult time staying quiet. 😭
🟣 Violet: Going to see [event redacted].
🟣 Violet: I don’t know what you’re talking about.
🟡 Jack: I can’t believe they sold out [venue redacted] for two nights in a row.
🟡 Jack: You know exactly what I’m talking about.
🟣 Violet: You love it.
🟡 Jack: I do. 🥵
🟡 Jack: My youngest is here tonight.
🟣 Violet: Are you working tomorrow?
🟡 Jack: I’m off tomorrow.
🟣 Violet: Do you have plans during the day?
🟡 Jack: We don’t… but talked about going to [redacted] or swimming at the community pool.
🟣 Violet: It’s going to be hot.
🟣 Violet: [event redacted] is this weekend.
🟡 Jack: I wonder if he’d take the light rail with me to go.
🟣 Violet: We went last year. Lots of amazing food. It can get crowded.
🟣 Violet: I’m free after the game.
🟡 Jack: Yeah, I’m not sure he’ll do unfamiliarity and crowds too well right now.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: The game should be tons of fun. I’ll message you tomorrow.
Jun 6, 2025 — 11:44 PM
🟣 Violet: I haven’t even showed you any of my toys yet…
Jun 7, 2025 — 11:35 AM
🟡 Jack: Do I get a hint?
🟣 Violet: I’ll start off easy 😉
Jun 7, 2025 — 9:31 PM
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: Game is over. It was a blast.
🟡 Jack: I’m sure it was! Glad you had fun.
🟣 Violet: I’m so dirty.
🟡 Jack: I’m all clean!! Just got out of the tub.
🟡 Jack: Are you coming over, or are you beat?
🟣 Violet: Yes to both.
🟡 Jack: The door is unlocked. I’m in bed.
🟣 Violet: Be there in about 10 mins.
🟣 Violet: Desperately need a shower.
🟡 Jack: You’re welcome to shower.
🟣 Violet: Could have left the light on.
Jun 7, 2025 — 11:53 PM
🟣 Violet: [Album link: Sinners (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)]
Chapter 21 | Silence Speaks Volumes | June 8–15, 2025
Jun 8, 2025 — 2:12 PM
🟣 Violet: [Album link: Sinners (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)]
🟣 Violet: [TikTok link]
Jun 9, 2025 — 9:35 AM
🟣 Violet: Since you’ll have your kids this weekend and I’ll be away next week, can we chat on the phone sometime this week?
Jun 9, 2025 — 10:06 PM
🟣 Violet: Above Option 1 may also include fun erotic conversations 😛
🟣 Violet: Option 2: Take me over your lap, 👏 my 🍑 and make me beg for 🌮. Warning: this option may lead to decibel levels > 70.
Jun 12, 2025 — 12:00 AM
🟣 Violet: Your silence speaks volumes and it feels really shitty.
Jun 12, 2025 — 4:42 PM
🟡 Jack: I’m increasingly aware of my inability to give you what you need. I don’t want you to feel shitty. I don’t want to feel shitty. Maybe we should take a break.
🟣 Violet: Are you saying that is what you want?
🟣 Violet: I don’t disagree but it is still incredibly disappointing that you can’t or won’t talk to me. I’m also very aware of what you do and don’t have to offer which is why I never asked for anything more than sex, cuddling and basic decency. I did think we had established a certain amount of trust and respect.
Chapter 22 | Come Back | June 15–August 6, 2025
Jun 15, 2025 — 6:42 PM
🟣 Violet: Happy Father’s Day.
🟡 Jack: [Attached PDF]
Aug 2, 2025 — 9:34 PM
🟣 Violet: I hope you have a happy jail free birthday.
Aug 4, 2025 — 7:55 PM
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Thank you. I was able to maintain my jail-free status. 😭
Aug 5, 2025 — 8:20 PM
🟣 Violet: I did not mean to imply that your birthday celebration was likely to lead to arrest. I just knew your hearing was coming up. Just to clarify.
🟡 Jack: You give me more credit than I deserve.
🟣 Violet: That is pretty much the crux of my values system: we should give and get more credit than we deserve.
Aug 6, 2025 — 1:42 PM
🟡 Jack: I like that about you. I’m in [location redacted] for [redacted] funeral. Ready to eat and get back to [location redacted]. I feel spent.
🟣 Violet: That’s rough. I’m sure [redacted] is glad to have you there. I’m trying not to quit my job; jury is still out on whether I’ll make it through the day.
Aug 6, 2025 — 3:24 PM
🟡 Jack: I’m going to take the train home. Would you like to hang out later?
Aug 6, 2025 — 4:29 PM
🟣 Violet: I do owe you a birthday present…
🟡 Jack: Oh yeah? Does it include cuddles after?
🟣 Violet: Only if you tell me what you want.
🟡 Jack: A bourbon with you sitting on my lap.
🟣 Violet: I thought for sure you’d want something else in your mouth.
🟡 Jack: I can tie you up. Take my time.
🟣 Violet: Now you’re just stealing my birthday wish.
🟣 Violet: Are you sure you have the patience?
🟡 Jack: I’m home. The sun will set shortly.
🟣 Violet: I just finished therapy.
🟡 Jack: Will you grab bourbon if I make spaghetti in my undies?
🟣 Violet: I expect you to be nude when I get there.
🟣 Violet: I’m starving.
🟣 Violet: You know I don’t judge. I also don’t want to be an enabler.
🟡 Jack: The door is unlocked. I’ll hop in the shower first.
🟡 Jack: I’m cooking.
🟣 Violet: On my way.
🟡 Jack: Dinner is ready.
🟣 Violet: Be there shortly.
🟡 Jack: I’m plating your food. 😘
Chapter 23 | Ride Me | August 7–September 1, 2025
Aug 7, 2025 — 7:42 PM
🟡 Jack: We’ll have to work on your tea making skills next time.
🟡 Jack: [Video of electric kettle]
🟣 Violet: You could have told me you had a kettle. It was so dark!
🟣 Violet: For the record I make really good tea.
🟣 Violet: You’re lucky I even found the tea 🤣
🟣 Violet: Is that for me?
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s preceding message]
🟡 Jack: Yes, it is for you.
🟣 Violet: Is it still hot?
🟣 Violet: [TikTok link]
Aug 15, 2025 — 10:35 PM
🟣 Violet: You owe me a pair of panties.
Aug 18, 2025 — 7:35 PM
🟡 Jack: I’m sure I can fix them with duct tape.
🟣 Violet: What happened to your mad sewing skills?
🟡 Jack: Duct tape seemed more appropriate. 😉
🟣 Violet: Your next career should definitely be in lingerie design. I’ll call [redacted].
🟡 Jack: I wonder if they could create a line that’s durable—durable enough… ya know.
🟣 Violet: [redacted]-proof panties?
🟡 Jack: That’s why I like using the rope with you.
🟡 Jack: 😉 Just caught a great sunset with the neighbor.
🟣 Violet: Your neighbor was standing right in front of your door when I left last time.
🟡 Jack: Did you push him and tell him to get the fuck out of your way?
🟡 Jack: jk… I hope not.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 🫠 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I think I confused the hell out of him.
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: I’m already in bed.
🟡 Jack: 0 = The Mondayest of Monday
🟡 Jack: 5 = Normal Monday
🟡 Jack: 10 = Great Monday
🟣 Violet: 5.
🟣 Violet: Highest day rating in recent memory.
🟣 Violet: How about you?
🟡 Jack: Yeah… probably average over this way, too.
🟣 Violet: I didn’t cry or quit so there’s that.
🟡 Jack: Very baseball-ian of you.
🟣 Violet: I do have some big news…
🟡 Jack: Oh yeah? Bigger or smaller than [redacted] is flying me to [redacted]?
🟣 Violet: Bigger.
🟣 Violet: I forgot you refuse to watch my TikToks, so I guess you’ll never know.
🟣 Violet: And it was [location redacted], not [location redacted].
🟡 Jack: Wait a minute….
🟡 Jack: I thought I followed you on TikTok.
🟣 Violet: You do.
🟣 Violet: And you never watch anything I send you.
🟡 Jack: I’m notorious for not checking much of what anyone sends me….something strange in my brain.
🟣 Violet: Here’s your chance.
🟣 Violet: [TikTok video link; third-party name redacted]
🟡 Jack: I want to ride!!
🟣 Violet: Her name is [redacted].
🟡 Jack: Of course it is. She looks like a wild one!
🟣 Violet: A crazy 30 mph.
🟡 Jack: Gas powered?
🟣 Violet: Yes.
🟣 Violet: It gets 100 mpg.
🟣 Violet: And super fun.
🟣 Violet: Ya gotta wear a helmet.
🟡 Jack: Sounds efficient, and safe.
🟡 Jack: 😭
🟣 Violet: And so much fun 🤩 if you’re nice to me maybe I’ll take you for a ride.
🟡 Jack: Will you go slow at first?
🟣 Violet: You don’t trust me.
🟡 Jack: How fast do you want to ride?
🟣 Violet: I’m just kidding. 30 feels like 100. I mostly go 10 or 20 lol.
🟣 Violet: Too bad you don’t have a license. It’s really fun to drive.
🟡 Jack: You don’t have to have a license, do you?
🟣 Violet: Yup.
🟡 Jack: Interesting.
🟡 Jack: Because it doesn’t have pedals?
🟣 Violet: Jk, a license is only needed if you’re under 18.
🟣 Violet: You don’t even have to title it.
🟣 Violet: It does have to be registered.
🟣 Violet: And insured.
🟡 Jack: All I need is a 249g drone, and a moped. I’d feel like I had arrived.
🟣 Violet: How big is your drone?
🟡 Jack: 249 with the right battery.
🟣 Violet: I’ll show you my moped if you show me your drone.
🟡 Jack: Deal.
🟡 Jack: See you in 15.
🟣 Violet: Are you coming over? I’m in bed.
🟡 Jack: Yes. Bring the moped over and I’ll bring it back.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 🫠 to Violet’s preceding message]
🟣 Violet: [redacted] is tucked in for the night too.
🟣 Violet: Still gotta get her registered and insured.
🟡 Jack: And then I can take [redacted] for a spin?
🟣 Violet: Maybe.
🟣 Violet: If you behave.
🟡 Jack: Don’t I always behave?
🟣 Violet: No, sometimes you need a spanking too.
🟡 Jack: You’d have to tie me down.
🟡 Jack: I’m not sure that I’ve done anything spanking worthy.
Aug 20, 2025 — 1:11 PM
🟣 Violet: [redacted] got her bona fides.
🟣 Violet: [Photo of registration documents and license plate; identifying information redacted]
Aug 21, 2025 — 5:08 PM
🟣 Violet: [TikTok video link; third-party name redacted]
Aug 21, 2025 — 8:16 PM
🟣 Violet: Are you chicken?
Aug 27, 2025 — 9:44 PM
🟣 Violet: Am I going to have to tie you up and take you for a ride?
🟣 Violet: You are so chicken.
🟣 Violet: [Photo and video from a sunset ride]
🟡 Jack: I’m ready to ride when you are!
🟣 Violet: I’ve already put 185 miles on her, even took her to church this morning.
🟡 Jack: What’s her name?
🟣 Violet: [redacted]
🟡 Jack: With an “e” instead of an “i”
🟣 Violet: [Photo of the moped]
🟣 Violet: I’ll be heading out for my sunset ride soon.
🟡 Jack: Should I take a shower or ride dirty?
🟣 Violet: Surprise me 🤣
🟣 Violet: Be ready at 7.
🟣 Violet: Five minutes.
🟣 Violet: [Photos and video from the ride; identifying locations redacted]
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s first photo]
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s second photo]
🟡 Jack: Thanks for letting me ride [redacted]!
🟣 Violet: Thanks for letting me ride…other things 😉
Chapter 24 | Kisses on Your Bruises | September 2–22, 2025
Sep 2, 2025 — 9:04 PM
🟣 Violet: Well had my first spill today 😢
🟣 Violet: It only took 226 miles.
Sep 6, 2025 — 1:14 PM
🟣 Violet: Ended up going to the ED, nothing is broken but still in a lot of pain with badly bruised ribs. Don’t worry, [redacted] is just fine.
🟡 Jack: Oh no!!!!
🟡 Jack: Can I bring you something? Grilling burgers in a bit.
🟡 Jack: I’m sorry I just realized.
🟣 Violet: No worries.
🟣 Violet: I got some pain meds that are helping a little bit but it still hurts a lot to laugh, breathe or move. Do you have the boys?
Sep 6, 2025 — 4:52 PM
🟡 Jack: I do. And [redacted] moved in after an eviction. Can I bring you anything?
🟣 Violet: Ice cream and cuddles have never failed to cheer me up. I am missing the peace and joy of being able to ride [redacted]. I do have something we could share that might also might help. You clearly have your hands full so whenever you have a chance, no rush 😉
Sep 6, 2025 — 7:03 PM
🟡 Jack: Kisses on your bruises.
🟣 Violet: Among other places.
🟡 Jack: Where else would you suggest?
🟣 Violet: My neck.
🟣 Violet: Inner thigh.
🟣 Violet: I have a small bruise on my right hip.
🟣 Violet: I also like when you kiss my shoulder.
🟡 Jack: Is that better?
🟣 Violet: Don’t forget my lips.
Sep 6, 2025 — 9:23 PM
🟣 Violet: All the lips.
🟣 Violet: I also especially love when you kiss from my inner thigh to my ass cheek.
🟡 Jack: 😘 🫠 😘 😈
🟣 Violet: But mostly I can’t stop thinking about how good you taste.
🟣 Violet: And how much I love feeling your cock on my lips.
🟡 Jack: 🍆 🦕
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s emoji]
Sep 9, 2025 — 7:47 PM
🟣 Violet: Turns out I have 2 broken ribs 😢
🟡 Jack: Do you need two kisses?
🟣 Violet: 1,000
🟣 Violet: Might temporarily dry the tears of pain.
Sep 10, 2025 — 3:31 PM
🟡 Jack: 😘 *1000
Sep 10, 2025 — 6:57 PM
🟣 Violet: I’ll expect just as many when I see you 😉
🟡 Jack: Tonight?
🟣 Violet: At [event redacted] tonight.
🟣 Violet: Took off work for a few days.
🟡 Jack: Yeah? Want to come over and hang out?
🟣 Violet: What did you have in mind?
🟡 Jack: I’m going to make some potato soup…maybe a movie?
🟣 Violet: When?
🟡 Jack: Maybe now?
🟣 Violet: I’m at [event redacted]! It just started.
🟣 Violet: We are singing “Fat Bottomed Girls.”
🟣 Violet: I’ll explain later 🫠
🟣 Violet: It probably isn’t over until 10.
🟣 Violet: Or maybe not.
🟣 Violet: Did you save me some soup?
🟡 Jack: It’s simmering.
🟣 Violet: 💗
🟡 Jack: 😘
🟣 Violet: Omw
🟣 Violet: I’m here.
Sep 11, 2025 — 4:36 PM
🟣 Violet: I wrote this after the last time you refused to talk to me. You don’t have to tell me what is going on with you. I am a really good listener though and I do know amazing things can happen when you tell people what you need and want.
🟣 Violet: [PDF attachment]
Sep 13, 2025 — 3:56 PM
🟣 Violet: When you’re injured and tell him to be gentle… now you’re walking around the [event redacted] with bite marks on your thighs 🫠
Sep 13, 2025 — 7:02 PM
🟡 Jack: I tried.
Sep 19, 2025 — 12:08 PM
🟣 Violet: Can’t blame you I am delicious 😋
Sep 19, 2025 — 10:38 PM
🟣 Violet: Can’t decide if I should smother your face with my pussy and ass or hang my head off the bed and take your cock deep in my throat 👅
Sep 21, 2025 — 8:18 PM
🟣 Violet: [Illustration of a couple embracing]
Sep 22, 2025 — 11:47 AM
🟣 Violet: [Image reading: “I HAVE SUCH AN URGE TO HOLD YOU TIGHT RIGHT NOW”]
Sep 22, 2025 — 4:09 PM
🟣 Violet: [TikTok link]
Chapter 25 | Get the Ropes Ready | September 22–October 1, 2025
Sep 22, 2025 — 4:09 PM
🟣 Violet: I promise to be a good girl 😉
Sep 22, 2025 — 8:58 PM
🟣 Violet: I’m here for hugs 🤗
Sep 23, 2025 — 3:16 AM
🟣 Violet: I know you need hugs so do I.
Sep 23, 2025 — 1:01 PM
🟡 Jack: Come to the house after work?
Sep 23, 2025 — 2:15 PM
🟣 Violet: I’ll consider it.
🟣 Violet: I rode [redacted] today, it’s gorgeous out.
🟡 Jack: I can’t wait to ride [redacted] again!! Glad you got to enjoy her today. Can we shoot for tomorrow instead?
🟣 Violet: I can come over after therapy tomorrow.
🟡 Jack: I’ll get the ropes ready.
Sep 23, 2025 — 3:22 PM
🟣 Violet: I get it you need time to practice.
Sep 23, 2025 — 8:00 PM
🟣 Violet: And to finish your homework.
Sep 24, 2025 — 5:35 AM
🟡 Jack: I’m ready. What time do you get off of work?
Sep 24, 2025 — 6:35 AM
🟣 Violet: I get done at 5 but I have therapy at 6 I can be there around 7.
🟡 Jack: I’m going to be extremely hungry in 12 hours.
🟣 Violet: Same
🟣 Violet: You’d better feed me more than Oreos for dinner.
🟡 Jack: You’d better be able to eat and be fed more than Oreos.
🟣 Violet: Always 😋
Sep 24, 2025 — 3:29 PM
🟡 Jack: You don’t intend to go to therapy with panties on, do you?
🟡 Jack: [GIF of a suited man tapping his thighs.]
🟣 Violet: It’s virtual.
🟣 Violet: But I wasn’t planning to wear panties when we ride [redacted].
🟡 Jack: Were you planning to take your therapy appointment from my place?
🟡 Jack: [redacted] would be most offended if you did.
🟣 Violet: I would not be able to focus 😂
🟡 Jack: [reacted 🥵 to Violet’s message: “Gonna do it from my office”]
🟣 Violet: Gonna do it from my office.
🟣 Violet: My, my, so impatient today…
🟡 Jack: Anytime you’d like.
🟡 Jack: I’ll see you soon, I hope.
🟣 Violet: I feel like you have ideas.
🟣 Violet: Do you want me to do therapy from there?
🟡 Jack: I do have ideas 💡 and you’re welcome to come here for therapy.
🟡 Jack: You won’t be distracted?
🟣 Violet: Are you planning to try and distract me?
🟡 Jack: Yes, I am.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 😂 to Jack’s message: “Yes, I am.”]
🟣 Violet: Can you distract me before therapy?
🟡 Jack: I can tie your hip and chest harnesses before therapy.
🟣 Violet: My therapist will be very confused when she sees me on the video.
🟣 Violet: Am I supposed to ride [redacted] with them too?
🟣 Violet: You have to decide who you want to ride first. It’s better to ride [redacted] before it gets dark.
🟡 Jack: I do need to make a trip to the ABC store.
🟣 Violet: No DUI on [redacted]!!
🟣 Violet: Are you going now?
🟣 Violet: Leaving work now.
Sep 25, 2025 — 3:02 PM
🟣 Violet: Is it ok if I stop by to get my stuff after I get done at 5?
🟡 Jack: Sure thing.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 👍 to Jack’s message: “Sure thing.”]
Sep 25, 2025 — 5:05 PM
🟣 Violet: On my way.
Sep 26, 2025 — 1:19 PM
🟣 Violet: I am glad we talked last night, I know it was a lot to process but I appreciate your willingness to listen. I hope you will continue to share your wants/needs and I will do the same. Like I need a long hair, handsome devil, deep woods selfie for my phone 😉
Sep 26, 2025 — 8:17 PM
🟡 Jack: I’ll work on the picture details…
🟡 Jack: I appreciated the conversation last night as well…and look forward to more of the same.
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s message: “I appreciated the conversation last night as well…and look forward to more of the same.”]
Sep 26, 2025 — 10:01 PM
🟡 Jack: [Selfie]
🟣 Violet: [reacted 💗 to Jack’s selfie]
🟣 Violet: That’s not the woods
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😂 to Violet’s message: “That’s not the woods”]
Sep 27, 2025 — 7:30 AM
🟣 Violet: We will work on your selfie game but your long hair and vulnerability are super sexy 😉
Oct 1, 2025 — 8:09 AM
🟣 Violet: I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🤩🤩🤩
🟡 Jack: Yay!!! That’s incredible. Happy for you.
🟣 Violet: Thanks I’m so excited.
🟡 Jack: Take the rest of the week off.
🟣 Violet: I wish I’ve been here since 3:30am 🤣
Oct 1, 2025 — 9:58 AM
🟣 Violet: You’re such a bad influence.
🟡 Jack: Does that mean that you’re on your way?
🟣 Violet: Aren’t you taking me out to celebrate?
🟡 Jack: Yep. See you in an hour.
🟣 Violet: I can try to leave around 3. I have therapy at 6.
🟡 Jack: No don’t do that. I didn’t sleep at all last night… I’m going to crash early.
🟣 Violet: K
🟣 Violet: I left everything at your house.
🟡 Jack: Want to come over later?
🟣 Violet: [Link to event at identifying venue redacted]
🟣 Violet: I want you to come with me.
🟡 Jack: I can try to meet you there. Would that work?
🟣 Violet: What does try mean?
🟡 Jack: Nothing.
🟡 Jack: 7p is probably close, but I can be there by 730ish.
🟣 Violet: Show doesn’t start until 8.
🟣 Violet: I’m happy to pick you up.
🟡 Jack: Sounds good. I’ll meet you at the house. 😉
🟣 Violet: 7:15?
🟡 Jack: I’m not feeling 100% — Let me take a rain check.
🟡 Jack: [reacted 😉 to Violet’s message: “I’m happy to pick you up.”]
🟣 Violet: Damn make up your mind.
🟡 Jack: You need your ass spanked.
🟣 Violet: If only I could find someone who wanted to…
Chapter 26 | I’m Very Fragile | October 15–20, 2025
Oct 15, 2025 — 11:09 AM
🟣 Violet: You know I do worry about you when I don’t hear from you, right?
🟣 Violet: I’m going for a broken bone record. 😮
🟣 Violet: [Photo of bruised toe]
Oct 15, 2025 — 2:28 PM
🟡 Jack: Ouch. What did you do?
🟣 Violet: I cussed and curled up in a fetal position
🟡 Jack: I would have cried.
🟡 Jack: For 48 hours.
🟣 Violet: [redacted] threw a jar of salsa at me
🟡 Jack: Accidentally?
🟣 Violet: Ok it might have fallen out of the fridge after placing it extra precariously on top of something
🟡 Jack: Sounds intentional.
🟡 Jack: 😉
🟣 Violet: 🫠 Right, she is trying to get my to take down my Only Fans
🟡 Jack: Keep on rocking in the free world.
Oct 15, 2025 — 5:09 PM
🟣 Violet: Don’t need 10 toes to ride [redacted] thankfully. 😊
Oct 15, 2025 — 6:52 PM
🟣 Violet: ❤️ I miss you and I look forward to finding time to be together soon
🟡 Jack: 💗 I look forward to kissing that big toe soon!
🟣 Violet: You do need some practice being gentle with me 😉
🟡 Jack: I don’t want to put you in the fetal position.
🟡 Jack: Often.
🟣 Violet: I’m very fragile
🟣 Violet: [TikTok link]
Oct 18, 2025 — 6:56 PM
🟣 Violet: [Image attachment]
🟣 Violet: First selfie with my new phone
🟡 Jack: Never met anyone with as many sunset photos as I do
🟡 Jack: How is your toe?
🟣 Violet: It’s a lot better
🟣 Violet: I’m sure you don’t have near as many sunset pics as I do
🟡 Jack: I’m glad to hear it. Did [redacted] give kisses
🟣 Violet: Last night
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s GIF]
🟡 Jack: Can you believe we’re going 68k mph in a circle
🟡 Jack: [Sunset video]
🟣 Violet: Time is moving backwards
🟡 Jack: Impossible. I already lost too much
🟣 Violet: Time is a construct
🟡 Jack: So I’ve heard
🟡 Jack: I can never seem to catch it
🟣 Violet: Time is just the multiverse you can only ever be where you are
🟣 Violet: It’s just an illusion
🟡 Jack: So we shouldn’t sleep
🟡 Jack: Can you help me awake
🟣 Violet: I’ve never had any luck trying to keep you awake lol
🟣 Violet: But I can definitely help you wake up 😊
🟡 Jack: 🥵😘
🟡 Jack: I’m cleaning my room now
🟡 Jack: I needed a change
Oct 18, 2025 — 9:18 PM
🟣 Violet: [redacted] is trying to kill me again
🟡 Jack: What did you do this time?
🟡 Jack: Glad your toe is healing.
🟣 Violet: She made me take her to the spooky woods
🟡 Jack: I can’t do it. I’m still a lil chicken shit
🟣 Violet: I can’t either
🟣 Violet: I have PTSD already
🟡 Jack: Too many crazy stories —
🟡 Jack: Enjoy.
🟣 Violet: That’s not the word I would use
🟡 Jack: Chainsaws are the worst.
🟣 Violet: A little kid literally rushed me with a chainsaw
🟣 Violet: I think I blacked out
🟣 Violet: My toe is throbbing
Oct 19, 2025 — 6:52 PM
🟣 Violet: [Image attachment]
🟣 Violet: I rearranged my room so I can see the sunset sky from my bed
Oct 19, 2025 — 9:49 PM
🟣 Violet: [TikTok link]
Oct 20, 2025 — 3:26 PM
🟣 Violet: I definitely waited too long to get the fuck out I’m not sure I’ll survive the next 2 weeks
🟡 Jack: Where are you headed?
🟣 Violet: Home
🟣 Violet: And then a ride
🟡 Jack: I meant for the next 2 weeks?
🟣 Violet: I’m stuck at my job until the end of the month.
🟣 Violet: Trying to figure out how to do that without getting fired or charges 😡
🟡 Jack: How can I support you?
🟣 Violet: According to my boss I’ve been really bad.
🟡 Jack: Do you need consequences?
🟣 Violet: I’m way out of line.
🟡 Jack: I can tie you up and leave you to sit and reflect while I make dinner.
🟣 Violet: What’s for dinner?
🟡 Jack: After I eat dessert? 💗
🟡 Jack: Burgers. 💗
🟣 Violet: A spanking might help me reflect.
Oct 20, 2025 — 5:16 PM
🟣 Violet: Oh now I definitely need you to bend me over your lap for a spanking.
🟣 Violet: On my way.
🟡 Jack: Sorry. I can’t do tonight.
🟡 Jack: Things are crazy right now planning some time for [redacted] service this weekend.
🟣 Violet: Why did you offer then?
🟡 Jack: Im sad. But I need to finish some logistics.
🟡 Jack: Can I take a rain check when I get back.
🟣 Violet: I’m sad too.
🟣 Violet: Sad that you keep pushing me away.
🟣 Violet: I don’t ask for much.
🟣 Violet: And yet it still feels like too much.
🟣 Violet: ☹️
🟣 Violet: I just need a fucking hug.
🟣 Violet: I didn’t tho no this day could get worse but thanks.
🟣 Violet: Running away gets old fast.
🟣 Violet: If you truly care about me you won’t string me along we promised to be honest right?
🟡 Jack: I’m sorry. It’s just a heavy week over this way, too.
🟣 Violet: Then tell me that instead of making promises.
🟣 Violet: Have I ever not been there when you needed me?
🟡 Jack: You have.
🟣 Violet: That’s why it hurts when you shut me out.
🟣 Violet: I’m haven’t had a day this bad in as long as I can remember.
🟣 Violet: And all I want is to hold you.
🟣 Violet: No one else.
Oct 20, 2025 — 7:32 PM
🟣 Violet: And obviously that is not what you want. I take responsibility for completely misreading the situation, you know I only want the best for you and for me.
Chapter 27 | Four Roses| October 21–November 12, 2025
Nov 11, 2025 — 8:38 PM
🟣 Violet: [Photo of sunset]
Nov 12, 2025 — 4:38 PM
🟣 Violet: I would like to get the stuff I left at your place I have your shorts.
🟡 Jack: Would you like to bring it by this evening?
🟡 Jack: [redacted] is at work.
🟡 Jack: Bring me a bottle of 4 roses and I’ll venmo you?
🟣 Violet: What.
🟡 Jack: Would you like to talk?
🟣 Violet: If you want to.
🟡 Jack: I can make chili beans and crackers if you’d like.
🟣 Violet: Does that mean you want to talk or give me gas.
🟡 Jack: Both.
🟡 Jack: Will you please bring the ‘Four Roses’?
🟣 Violet: You know you can DoorDash that shit.
🟣 Violet: But yes.
🟡 Jack: I promise to rub your feet.
🟣 Violet: My toe still looks terrible.
🟣 Violet: 😮
Chapter 28 | On the Pillows | November 13–28, 2025
Nov 13, 2025 — 1:20 AM
🟣 Violet: Forgot my belt and my charger 😌
Nov 13, 2025 — 2:43 PM
🟡 Jack: I’ve got them both for you.
🟣 Violet: Let me know when you find my sleepy tie.
🟡 Jack: Okay. Any chance you want to take in [redacted] the cat?
🟣 Violet: Fuck no. 🫠
Nov 19, 2025 — 5:33 PM
🟣 Violet: Still waiting for my Venmo.
🟡 Jack: what’s your #
🟣 Violet: You have my number.
🟡 Jack: Oh yeah. Let me try that.
Nov 22, 2025 — 8:27 PM
🟣 Violet: ?
Nov 23, 2025 — 8:24 AM
🟣 Violet: $35
Nov 23, 2025 — 2:10 PM
🟣 Violet: Please let me know if there is another way you would like to pay me back.
Nov 23, 2025 — 5:30 PM
🟣 Violet: Why is this hard?
Nov 24, 2025 — 8:43 AM
🟣 Violet: Look I’m not in a position to just give handouts I’ve never asked for any promises but I thought I could trust you to reimburse me.
Nov 24, 2025 — 6:27 PM
🟣 Violet: Thank you.
Nov 28, 2025 — 11:46 AM
🟣 Violet: For the money and also for finally being honest with me.
Nov 28, 2025 — 7:34 PM
🟣 Violet: As I’ve told you before I will never regret giving anyone more credit than they deserve that’s who I am.
🟡 Jack: I try to live by that same principle.
🟣 Violet: I guess I would also say that everything that I’ve said to you or done with you has been because I care about you as a person.
🟡 Jack: But why do you care about me?
🟣 Violet: Because you need someone to care about you.
Nov 28, 2025 — 10:31 PM
🟣 Violet: You don’t know how to do it yourself yet.
🟣 Violet: 🥺
🟣 Violet: And I know those eyes.
🟡 Jack: I’m not sure how to do this.
🟣 Violet: Do what specifically?
🟡 Jack: How to be close to people who “care about me, even if I don’t know how to do it for myself yet”
🟣 Violet: I already know you don’t know how to do that.
🟣 Violet: What are you afraid of?
🟡 Jack: That I won’t be enough.
🟣 Violet: I knew that too.
🟣 Violet: I meant what are you afraid is going to happen?
🟡 Jack: I’m afraid you’ll say/do things to hurt me.
🟣 Violet: In what way.
🟣 Violet: Specifically.
🟣 Violet: Life hurts sometimes.
🟣 Violet: I would never do anything intentionally to hurt you.
🟡 Jack: I don’t think you would either.
🟣 Violet: What would I do unintentionally to hurt you.
🟡 Jack: Maybe we can talk about it on the pillows?
🟣 Violet: Which pillows?
🟡 Jack: The ones in my bed. 💗
🟣 Violet: Are you suggesting this because you are lonely?
🟡 Jack: I’m not suggesting that there are purely altruistic motives for wanting to hold you on my bed.
🟣 Violet: So what are you suggesting exactly?
🟣 Violet: Asking.
🟡 Jack: I’m asking if you would come and cuddle me without wanting more.
🟣 Violet: You are very good at being vague.
🟣 Violet: More what?
🟡 Jack: I don’t want for you to make me cum.
🟣 Violet: Why would I want to do that.
🟡 Jack: You’re right.
🟡 Jack: sorry to bother you.
🟣 Violet: I would never make promises.
🟣 Violet: But if you want to talk or cuddle let me know.
🟣 Violet: I may be great in bed but I’m an even better friend.
🟡 Jack: I would love more than anything to cuddle tonight (and talk in the morning).
🟡 Jack: If that’s not too much.
🟣 Violet: More than anything?
🟡 Jack: There’s nothing else I’d rather do.
🟣 Violet: I don’t know there’s a lesbian at the bar tonight who has been after me for years.
🟣 Violet: 🥵
🟣 Violet: lol she’s pretty butch.
🟣 Violet: But she’s probably good should I go for it?
🟡 Jack: that’s still sexy af.
🟡 Jack: yes.
🟣 Violet: 😉
🟣 Violet: Surely I told you a long time ago that I’m into women? ❤️
🟣 Violet: Ffm is all I watch.
🟡 Jack: Come and cuddle?
🟣 Violet: Can you wait?
🟣 Violet: Still dancing.
🟡 Jack: Do you mind if I wait naked in the bed with my teeth brushed?
🟡 Jack: I’ll leave the door unlocked.
🟣 Violet: I haven’t showered or shaved.
🟡 Jack: Now I’m hungry.
🟣 Violet: You do have something to prove.
🟡 Jack: What do I need to prove?
🟣 Violet: I told you o don’t come easily.
🟡 Jack: I would make you and your friend feel welcome.
🟣 Violet: Ha I’m sure you will of.
🟣 Violet: Would.
🟣 Violet: Too bad she’s not attractive.
🟡 Jack: What does attractive even mean?
🟣 Violet: I have high stand rates for women.
🟣 Violet: 👄
🟣 Violet: And she’s clingy af.
🟣 Violet: She’s already obsessed with me.
🟡 Jack: Maybe she could just enjoy you….mmmm.
🟡 Jack: while we cuddle.
🟣 Violet: Trust me she’s not the one. 🫠
🟡 Jack: I’m about to snuggle into my bed….come hold me (please).
🟣 Violet: Patience 🤫
🟣 Violet: Are you begging?
🟣 Violet: I’m really hot and sweaty now. ❤️
🟡 Jack: yes, please.
🟣 Violet: That’s hot.
🟣 Violet: I’m close.
🟡 Jack: I’m in bed.
🟡 Jack: The door is unlocked.
🟣 Violet: Are you being patient.
🟣 Violet: Or are you already hard?
🟡 Jack: I’m trying to be patient.
🟣 Violet: You know, I had to stop and take pictures of the moon.
🟡 Jack: The bed is cold.
🟣 Violet: Why aren’t you warming it up?
Chapter 29 | You Can’t Be Trusted | November 29–December 12, 2025
Nov 28, 2025 — 11:46 AM
🟣 Violet: For the money and also for finally being honest with me.
Nov 28, 2025 — 7:34 PM
🟣 Violet: As I’ve told you before I will never regret giving anyone more credit than they deserve that’s who I am.
🟡 Jack: I try to live by that same principle.
🟣 Violet: I guess I would also say that everything that I’ve said to you or done with you has been because I care about you as a person.
🟡 Jack: But why do you care about me?
🟣 Violet: Because you need someone to care about you.
Nov 28, 2025 — 10:31 PM
🟣 Violet: You don’t know how to do it yourself yet.
🟣 Violet: 🥺
🟣 Violet: And I know those eyes.
🟡 Jack: I’m not sure how to do this.
🟣 Violet: Do what specifically?
🟡 Jack: How to be close to people who “care about me, even if I don’t know how to do it for myself yet”
🟣 Violet: I already know you don’t know how to do that.
🟣 Violet: What are you afraid of?
🟡 Jack: That I won’t be enough.
🟣 Violet: I knew that too.
🟣 Violet: I meant what are you afraid is going to happen?
🟡 Jack: I’m afraid you’ll say/do things to hurt me.
🟣 Violet: In what way.
🟣 Violet: Specifically.
🟣 Violet: Life hurts sometimes.
🟣 Violet: I would never do anything intentionally to hurt you.
🟡 Jack: I don’t think you would either.
🟣 Violet: What would I do unintentionally to hurt you.
🟡 Jack: Maybe we can talk about it on the pillows?
🟣 Violet: Which pillows?
🟡 Jack: The ones in my bed. 💗
🟣 Violet: Are you suggesting this because you are lonely?
🟡 Jack: I’m not suggesting that there are purely altruistic motives for wanting to hold you on my bed.
🟣 Violet: So what are you suggesting exactly?
🟣 Violet: Asking.
🟡 Jack: I’m asking if you would come and cuddle me without wanting more.
🟣 Violet: You are very good at being vague.
🟣 Violet: More what?
🟡 Jack: I don’t want for you to make me cum.
🟣 Violet: Why would I want to do that.
🟡 Jack: You’re right.
🟡 Jack: sorry to bother you.
🟣 Violet: I would never make promises.
🟣 Violet: But if you want to talk or cuddle let me know.
🟣 Violet: I may be great in bed but I’m an even better friend.
🟡 Jack: I would love more than anything to cuddle tonight (and talk in the morning).
🟡 Jack: If that’s not too much.
🟣 Violet: More than anything?
🟡 Jack: There’s nothing else I’d rather do.
🟣 Violet: I don’t know there’s a lesbian at the bar tonight who has been after me for years.
🟣 Violet: 🥵
🟣 Violet: lol she’s pretty butch.
🟣 Violet: But she’s probably good should I go for it?
🟡 Jack: that’s still sexy af.
🟡 Jack: yes.
🟣 Violet: 😉
🟣 Violet: Surely I told you a long time ago that I’m into women? ❤️
🟣 Violet: Ffm is all I watch.
🟡 Jack: Come and cuddle?
🟣 Violet: Can you wait?
🟣 Violet: Still dancing.
🟡 Jack: Do you mind if I wait naked in the bed with my teeth brushed?
🟡 Jack: I’ll leave the door unlocked.
🟣 Violet: I haven’t showered or shaved.
🟡 Jack: Now I’m hungry.
🟣 Violet: You do have something to prove.
🟡 Jack: What do I need to prove?
🟣 Violet: I told you o don’t come easily.
🟡 Jack: I would make you and your friend feel welcome.
🟣 Violet: Ha I’m sure you will of.
🟣 Violet: Would.
🟣 Violet: Too bad she’s not attractive.
🟡 Jack: What does attractive even mean?
🟣 Violet: I have high stand rates for women.
🟣 Violet: 👄
🟣 Violet: And she’s clingy af.
🟣 Violet: She’s already obsessed with me.
🟡 Jack: Maybe she could just enjoy you….mmmm.
🟡 Jack: while we cuddle.
🟣 Violet: Trust me she’s not the one. 🫠
🟡 Jack: I’m about to snuggle into my bed….come hold me (please).
🟣 Violet: Patience 🤫
🟣 Violet: Are you begging?
🟣 Violet: I’m really hot and sweaty now. ❤️
🟡 Jack: yes, please.
🟣 Violet: That’s hot.
🟣 Violet: I’m close.
🟡 Jack: I’m in bed.
🟡 Jack: The door is unlocked.
🟣 Violet: Are you being patient.
🟣 Violet: Or are you already hard?
🟡 Jack: I’m trying to be patient.
🟣 Violet: You know, I had to stop and take pictures of the moon.
🟡 Jack: The bed is cold.
🟣 Violet: Why aren’t you warming it up?
Nov 29, 2025 — 12:34 PM
🟡 Jack: [Screenshot of earlier conversation]
🟣 Violet: You owe me some answers. Next time the privacy of my bed and my penis pillows 😉
Dec 9, 2025 — 9:39 AM
🟣 Violet: I know you’re scared of the toys I might use on you, but you’d love the sunset lights in my room.
Dec 10, 2025 — 6:09 PM
🟡 Jack: [Image]
🟣 Violet: [Video link]
🟣 Violet: For the record I have no 🥒
🟡 Jack: I do.
🟣 Violet: I have better.
🟡 Jack: Oh yeah?
Dec 10, 2025 — 9:35 PM
🟣 Violet: I’ve been trying to tell you.
Dec 11, 2025 — 6:11 AM
🟣 Violet: You don’t have the balls to find out.
Dec 12, 2025 — 4:13 PM
🟡 Jack: I have the “ball” to find out.
🟣 Violet: I’ll believe it when I see “it”
🟡 Jack: I’ll let you know in a few.
🟣 Violet: I might be able to squeeze you into my calendar.
🟣 Violet: 🤔
🟣 Violet: Some of us have responsibilities to manage.
🟡 Jack: Is that so?
🟣 Violet: My folks are in the hospital.
🟡 Jack: Oh no. Both of them?
🟣 Violet: Yeah they are on the same hall.
🟣 Violet: They are fine just a pain in the ass as usual.
🟡 Jack: Oh yeah?
🟣 Violet: They both fell no injuries trying to get my mom to a nursing home.
🟣 Violet: [Video from hospital parking lot]
🟣 Violet: The sunsets from the hospital parking lot are unreal.
🟣 Violet: It’s a relief not having to do it all its been stressful but at least right now they are being taken care of.
🟡 Jack: 🫰
Dec 12, 2025 — 9:38 PM
🟣 Violet: [Sunset video]
🟣 Violet: Every day this week has been incredible.
🟡 Jack: Yes it has.
🟡 Jack: I was able to get one evening.
🟣 Violet: I get off work at 4pm now so o get to catch it most days.
🟡 Jack: I just got home.
🟡 Jack: [Photo]
🟣 Violet: That’s incredibly disturbing 🫠
🟣 Violet: Did you go out in public like that?
🟡 Jack: Yes.
🟣 Violet: Are you supposed to be the grinch???
🟡 Jack: 🎯
🟣 Violet: Just when I thought I knew all your kinks.
🟡 Jack: There’s always more to learn.
🟣 Violet: 😉
🟣 Violet: I knew you liked the jellyfish costume but you can keep your creepy wigs lol.
🟣 Violet: I’ve also been saying the same thing……
🟡 Jack: Ready to learn something tonight?
🟣 Violet: Are you???
🟡 Jack: We can see.
🟡 Jack: If you’d like.
🟡 Jack: I’m tying up a few loose ends now.
🟡 Jack: Anytime you’re ready.
🟣 Violet: I knew you were nervous.
🟣 Violet: I’m ready.
🟣 Violet: I’m naked just got out of the shower.
🟡 Jack: See you soon.
🟣 Violet: The plan was for you to come to me.
🟡 Jack: I’m stuck.
🟣 Violet: ?
🟡 Jack: I just made my bed and it’s so comfy.
🟣 Violet: So is mine.
🟡 Jack: Come to me?
🟣 Violet: I always come to you.
🟡 Jack: And I’ll come there the next 3 times.
🟣 Violet: I’m jars.
🟣 Violet: No you won’t.
🟡 Jack: Draft picks.
🟡 Jack: Yes.
🟡 Jack: I will.
🟣 Violet: You don’t make promises.
🟡 Jack: I’ll promise 2.
🟡 Jack: The next 2.
🟣 Violet: You can’t be trusted.
🟣 Violet: I’m bringing props.
🟣 Violet: I’m still naked.
🟣 Violet: You’d better be ready.
Chapter 30 Transcript | A Gag With Your Name On It | December 13, 2025–January 2, 2026
Dec 13, 2025 — 9:36 PM
🟣 Violet: I hope you enjoyed the small taste of my toy arsenal 😉 let know when you’re ready to be my cum slut.
Dec 14, 2025 — 5:43 PM
🟡 Jack: Mmmmm…. maybe Christmas.
🟣 Violet: 🤔
🟣 Violet: That’s next week.
🟣 Violet: No gifts from Santa you’re definitely on the naughty list.
🟣 Violet: I’ve got something for you though.
Dec 17, 2025 — 7:59 PM
🟣 Violet: It’s my turn to leave marks.
Dec 17, 2025 — 10:39 PM
🟡 Jack: I’m here.
🟣 Violet: ?
🟣 Violet: Tell me when you are want to come here.
🟡 Jack: Probably tomorrow.
🟣 Violet: 😘
Dec 18, 2025 — 6:40 PM
🟣 Violet: You have no idea where you are.
🟡 Jack: Sure I do. I’m in my bedroom.
🟣 Violet: I just got home.
🟡 Jack: Are you beat?
🟣 Violet: No just glad to be home.
🟣 Violet: I’m just over here killing it. 🫠
🟡 Jack: Same.
🟣 Violet: Exponential spiritual awakenings 🤩
🟣 Violet: I’m vibrating at all new levels and dimensions.
🟣 Violet: No crack or hallucinogens involved 🤣
🟣 Violet: [Song link: The Avett Brothers — Ain’t No Man]
Dec 18, 2025 — 9:44 PM
🟣 Violet: You’re not ready.
🟡 Jack: I’m ready.
🟡 Jack: Just finished straightening the house.
🟣 Violet: Prove it.
🟡 Jack: [Explicit photo]
🟣 Violet: We had a deal.
🟡 Jack: Want me to get out?
🟣 Violet: You know what I want.
🟡 Jack: Cookout?
🟣 Violet: That’s not the kind of appetite I have.
🟡 Jack: It’s just me here alone.
🟣 Violet: Excuses.
🟣 Violet: I knew you weren’t ready.
🟡 Jack: I can be good.
🟣 Violet: Not so far.
🟣 Violet: You’re just going to make it worse.
🟡 Jack: 🥵
🟡 Jack: I’ll get out now.
🟣 Violet: You’re not ready.
🟡 Jack: The door is unlocked.
🟣 Violet: So is mine.
🟣 Violet: You just can’t give up control can you?
🟡 Jack: I’ll try.
🟣 Violet: I’ll believe it when I see it.
🟣 Violet: I’ve never given you any reason not to trust me.
Dec 19, 2025 — 10:06 AM
🟣 Violet: I would never do anything to make you feel unsafe. Let’s figure out how to share our needs.
Dec 19, 2025 — 3:40 PM
🟣 Violet: It would be a terrible shame to miss out on all the possible fun to be had during the chilly, longest nights of the year. If you’re curious, I’ll send you my fave spreadsheet. We will only share and compare if and when you are ready. I’m sitting here at work wet just thinking about it.
Dec 19, 2025 — 8:30 PM
🟡 Jack: [Photo of a paddle resting against Violet’s thigh]
🟡 Jack: [reacted ❤️ to Violet’s photo]
Dec 19, 2025 — 9:47 PM
🟣 Violet: Are you ready to fill this out?
🟣 Violet: [Google Sheets link]
Dec 21, 2025 — 6:09 PM
🟣 Violet: My bad I thought you were into kink. Control is just a fun illusion.
Dec 24, 2025 — 4:10 PM
🟣 Violet: You’ll never know what you’re missing.
Dec 30, 2025 — 12:34 PM
🟣 Violet: I really need a spanking. If I bring more toys will you bend me over your lap?
Dec 31, 2025 — 12:25 AM
🟣 Violet: I know you like when I beg.
Jan 2, 2026 — 3:59 PM
🟣 Violet: [Explicit photo]
🟡 Jack: Do we need to have a talk?
🟣 Violet: You tell me.
🟡 Jack: 8p. No small talk.
🟣 Violet: You might have to shut me up.
🟡 Jack: I have a gag with your name on it.
🟡 Jack: 😛
🟣 Violet: Will you feed me first?
🟡 Jack: Nope.
🟣 Violet: Surely you have something to put down my throat.
🟡 Jack: Do you intend to misbehave?
🟣 Violet: Never.
🟣 Violet: I’m always a good girl.
🟡 Jack: That’s not the rumors I’ve heard.
🟣 Violet: I’m a good girl just like you are such a good boy.
🟡 Jack: Meet me here at 8p — [venue redacted].
🟡 Jack: [FetLife login link]
🟣 Violet: Do you really want to talk?
🟡 Jack: Not really.
🟣 Violet: So what do you want?
🟡 Jack: I want to know what you’ve been up to.
🟣 Violet: I’m sure you do. Are you willing to have a real conversation? I will tell you anything you want to know but the honesty has to go both ways. I’ve never known what you’ve been up to, it’s not a great feeling.
🟡 Jack: 8p.
🟣 Violet: I’ll meet you anywhere else.
🟣 Violet: Not [venue redacted].
🟣 Violet: If you want answers let me know. I can meet you later.
🟣 Violet: Wrapping up some family stuff.
Jan 2, 2026 — 9:15 PM
🟣 Violet: I’m here are you?
🟣 Violet: [venue redacted] not [location redacted].
🟡 Jack: 😉
🟡 Jack: I’m in bed.
🟣 Violet: I know you don’t believe this but I really do care about you.
🟡 Jack: I’m glad.
🟣 Violet: I think you already know that.
🟣 Violet: I’m really not trying to hurt you I’m worried about you.
🟡 Jack: Same.
🟣 Violet: My mom almost died today.
🟣 Violet: You’ve never seemed worried about me before.
🟡 Jack: 😪
🟡 Jack: I’m sorry to hear about your mom.
🟡 Jack: I didn’t know.
🟣 Violet: Thanks.
🟣 Violet: If you do want to talk I am here but you don’t have to pretend to care any more.
🟣 Violet: Surely you know that if you cared at all about me as a human being you wouldn’t have treated me the way you did.
🟣 Violet: I was just looking for answers that you were never willing to give me.